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Iran

In 2007, Yahweh my God said to me, "The United States will drop bombs on Iran."

You see, I was walking with God at night, and then I stumbled but landed in a truthful place.  God covered my eyes and opened my mind so that I would see only what God wanted me to see at that moment.  Then God sent a messenger in a beautiful light to confirm the truth. When I asked the messenger if my interpretation of the vision was correct, he said to me emphatically, "YES".

The way that the message came to me makes it very memorable.  I was outside speaking to God about Iraq and the horrific violence done in Fallujah all those years ago. While speaking, my tongue was twisted and I said, "Iran".  My mind was then filled with bombs falling on Iran from the U.S. military, and then the messengers of God flew over my head. I said to Yahweh, "Perhaps the U.S. will drop bombs on Iran", then the messengers flew over my head again in confirmation.

Countries have been bombed by the U.S. government repeatedly over the past few decades, so I've often wondered why God shared with me that they would bomb Iran.  What's there that God would direct my attention?  Will this event be the final spark that will set God's rage ablaze against the U.S. from on High?  It's possible that this event will occur after a hawk comes out of Iran and attacks Israel.

The only things truly worth saving in Iran are the people, especially the innocent.  It's quite possible that the seed will be planted before bombs fall and sprout afterwards - I have heard of beautiful flowers and trees blooming in barren places that were once demolished from lava.  Even the desert that has been beaten and abused by the heat of the sun will blossom and bloom when God so desires.  What I mean by all of this is Godliness - where people's hands and mouths do good and not evil, where people faithfully seek the Living God and put aside their useless idols, violent scriptures, and awful doctrines, and where people see the power of God, right here, in the land of the living.

Now, is it possible that Iran won't be bombed by the U.S.?  Of course!  History is God's stone tablet for the godless, not the future. It's possible that Iran will desist from performing whatever violent acts (or potentially violent acts) they have planned.  It's even possible that enough people will stumble upon God in so much that God saves the entire country (though I find the first option far more likely at this time - as the country is built upon theocratic laws and the children are forced to learn and imitate their parent's idolatry).  But it is unlikely, otherwise, I doubt God would have even informed me of what may become of Iran.

My Faith...

The foundation of my faith is not in my parents or my family.  It was not established by means of teachings through books and from ministers in pulpits.  My faith came about through a desire to know the One that no one else wanted to know. I was tired of hearing people speak about things they knew nothing of. Every other word was a contradiction or a lie, a fable or an imaginary thought. I knew these things were a waste of time. So I looked on with my eyes to see if the God no one knew might speak to me, for I was determined to not hear a single word from anyone else.

Then Yahweh answered me.

The Living God, through power, became the foundation of my faith. It does not totter or tremble, nor was it built upon sinking sand.  The One who established my faith is the only One who could destroy it.

The Church and the Law...

There is an age old problem with today's church that is prevalent in every church.  They have not abandoned the law.  The church recognizes that salvation from God is apart from the law, but they do not believe it.  Today's church does not even believe in God's salvation, they only believe in a man-made version of salvation by believing that if they follow parts of the law, and believe that Jesus fulfilled some ancient sacrificial law, then they will be saved from a horrible afterlife.  They have been misinformed, not by God - who has never changed - but by man and false teachers and lying prophets (some of whom wrote their scriptures).

Matthew 21:31: "Truly I say to you that the tax collectors and prostitutes will get into the kingdom of God before you."

Do you know why Yeshua (Christ) picked corn and grain on the Sabbath?  It wasn't because he was the "Lord of the Sabbath" or gave some example of David eating the bread of Abiathar (or was it Ahimelech) the high priest as Mark proclaimed. (The gospel of Mark is the gospel of a thousand excuses, making up excuses each and every time Christ was found doing things the Jews found sinful and unlawful.)  Yeshua ate on the Sabbath because he wanted a snack.  It's the same general reason why Yeshua was found partying with tax collectors and prostitutes (being called a "glutton" and a "drunkard" by the Jewish priests). It's the same general reason why he never fasted during the Jewish holidays.  He paid no regard to Jewish law or tradition.  He even expressly condemned the Jews for putting the law (the Pentateuch - first 5 books of the Bible) and their traditions above the Law of God, because he plainly recognized that they were the laws of men (as the prophets before him exclaimed to godless Jews in prior generations - informing them that God didn't give two shits about their sacrifices and holy days, which the law commanded).  He was killed because of his open rebellion against the law and because he led others in his rebellion.  Yeshua was a decent human being - treating people the way he wanted God and people to treat him - and he believed God and believed in God's saving power from death.  This alone was righteousness to God, so God saved him from death. This is the Gospel of God (this is the Law of God) - there is no other. Salvation from death comes by no other means.

Paul's letter to the Galatians goes into great detail of the early church abandoning the Gospel of God for salvation by works of the law.  He expressed to them over and over that salvation does not come by following the law, but by believing God.  Though the only problem of the Galatians may have been the fact that some of them were practicing circumcision, the issue has become far greater for the church in the generations that followed.  The church did not listen to Paul, and they became so pro-"we'll follow a little Jewish law for salvation", that they created pro-law books such as the Epistle to the Hebrews, the gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke (Luke being the most pro-"Law is salvation" of them all) and Acts.  A new gospel had been created (which was not actually a new gospel, but a man-made lie by godless men, perpetuating today): "Salvation from an afterlife of hell is appointed for those who accept the infallibility of the law and all Jewish scriptures, confess that Jesus Christ is Lord and God, and believe that he was sacrificed to fulfill ancient Jewish law and was raised from the dead for the remission of sins."  How far the church as fallen from grace!

It does not matter if the law comes from the books of Moses or if the law comes from the books of Paul, no man-made law is above the Gospel of God (which has proven to be both too much and too simple to believe by both the Jew and the church).  For the Gospel is the same to both the Jew and the non-Jew alike - "Do good, and believe God".  The law is nothing more than the doctrines and the traditions of men - nothing more.  God has made this abundantly clear by showing you (and Jews) no salvation in life, providing you everything to fear, and handing you and your children over to confusion, suffering, and the grave.  It has been easier for mankind to believe that God actually spent time making up laws about eating chitlins, mixing cotton with polyester, and killing fags than it has been for mankind to believe that they should be decent human beings and that God can save them from handicap, disease, and death.  How far the church as fallen from grace!

I am a gay male. Will salvation come by following the law of abstaining from intimacy with a man I love?  Will it come by abstaining from pork and shrimp?

Kicking the dirt...

I am a child playing in a garden, but there is no one who will play with me.  I look on from a distance and see billions of adults kicking dirt as they despair and hate life.  They refuse to be children and have been rejected by our Mother.  They have been cast out of Her house and tossed right into the desert where they must sow and reap and labor horribly to death.  So they abhor life but act like they don't - they are afraid, even to death, but keep telling themselves that they are safe.  They have been very bad children and sought refuge in adulthood so that they might become as wise as the idols they worship.  They have sought refuge in guns and all manner of violence, but never cry out "Mama!" who would quickly come to their rescue.  They are wise and crafty adults, and because they have become wise to suffering, they perish.

Our Mother can only be intimately known by Her loving children.  She said to me intimately, "I save My children, flesh, bone, and all.  The adults of the world and their children will meet their end, abruptly.  My faithful children will live on eternally.  Watch and see baby."

I enjoying plucking the blades of grass and feeling the coarse edges against my fingertips. And I enjoy feeling the softness of flower pedals and smelling the sweet scent of fruit. And I enjoy tasting the sweet nectar of honeysuckles and looking at the dew as it hangs from the tree leaves.

You see, I am a child playing in a garden.  I do not kick dirt like you do, because my Mother has given me a beautiful life and a beautiful garden to play in.  My big brothers and sisters stand guard and protect their baby brother.  So I am not afraid.

I look in the distance and see all those adults wallowing in the forsaken desert, afraid of everything, burning from the heat, and thirsting from the lack of water.

Will you come and play with me?  You'll have to put aside your worship of idols and doctrines - my Mother hates them. Hasn't She already proven this enough to you?  She treats you like a savage beast and left you alone in a desert overrun by evil and foolish kings and rich men.  She must know that you won't do anymore harm, ever.  The little that She expects of me, She expects of you - and it isn't much. But you have to put aside your doctrines, for they are not childlike.  You must put aside the worship of idols (who do neither good nor evil), because they are not childlike.  When you become a baby, I'll rub your little feet and kiss your puffy cheeks, and our Mother will nurse you and protect you.  And since our Mother is smart and powerful, if you become a babe with missing digits or are blind or deaf, our Mother will show you Her love (which is the only true way to love someone) - then you will be made whole.  She can make adults whole, but She has refused to do so.  She can make it rain on that forsaken desert, but has found no desire to do so because She hates what has become of people who hate the simple ordinary truth and put their faith in doctrines and money and idols.

Will you come and play with me?  You'll have to become a decent person - treating others the way that you want God and others treating you.  Keep your hands restrained, vengeance truly does belong to God.  How often have you seen violent men living forever?  Keep your tongues from deceit and speaking awful and hurtful things. How often have you seen gossiping and lying women being saved from death? Eternal life belongs to our Mother and Her faithful children, who trust in the food and salvation of our Mother.  She will never abandon Her faithful child; Her child will never need to fear that Her everlasting love will fade.

If you come to play with me, be prepared to look on toward the forsaken desert and see adults kicking the dirt, just like you used to.

Nothing to be grasped...

Though Yeshua is the Messiah of God, it was not something to be grasped and personally owned. It was a responsibility that was shared between himself and God.

The things that the godly share with the living God are eternal, they do not perish. These things shared are the Word of God, the mercy of God, the gifts of God, and faithful life - they are eternal and are eternally shared.  Prophecy is shared with the prophet, heavenly gifts are shared with the compassionate user of those gifts.  These things are not owned by any one person, but are shared by the person and the living God (all things belong to God).

The things that you 'own' will perish. Each and every one of them will become useless garbage or dust. Those gifts that you purchase and the money that you idolize will perish. They are nothing and will become nothing.  They will multiply into nothing and produce nothing of great worth as an outcome.

You desire wealth?  Then turn your trust upward. Remove your hopes and trust in the faithfulness of the dollar and place your faith in the Living Source who is willing to share the life of faithfulness with you. The woman's whose faith is found with God will be given gifts far greater than gold and platinum - right here, right now, today. What good are diamonds when cancer consumes your breasts?  What good are a thousand one-hundred dollar bills if in only a few years you grow decrepit and senile, tossed in some awful cage as your children eagerly wait for you to drop dead?  May the righteous seek God's wealth - a wealth that is eternal and willingly shared with those who seek God's amazing face.

The hour is almost up.

The Law and the Prophets...

This bullshit here: 2 Kings 22:8

Then Hilkiah the high priest said to Shaphan the scribe, “I have found the book of the law in the house of the Lord.” And Hilkiah gave the book to Shaphan who read it.

Jeremiah, the son of Hilkiah, wrote in resposne: Jeremiah 7:21-24

Thus says the Lord of hosts, the God of Israel, “Add your burnt offerings to your sacrifices and eat flesh.  For I did not speak to your fathers, or command them in the day that I brought them out of the land of Egypt, concerning burnt offerings and sacrifices. But this is what I commanded them, saying, ‘Obey My voice, and I will be your God, and you will be My people; and you will walk in all the way which I command you, that it may be well with you.’ Yet they did not obey or incline their ear, but walked in their own counsels and in the stubbornness of their evil heart, and went backward and not forward.

Jeremiah 8:8

“How can you say, ‘We are wise, and the law of the Lord is with us’? But behold, the lying pen of the scribes has made it into a lie.

Amos wrote: Amos 5:21-25

“I hate, I reject your festivals, nor do I delight in your solemn assemblies. “Even though you offer up to Me burnt offerings and your grain offerings, I will not accept them; And I will not even look at the peace offerings of your fatlings. “Take away from Me the noise of your songs;

I will not even listen to the sound of your harps. “But let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.  “Did you present Me with sacrifices and grain offerings in the wilderness for forty years, O house of Israel?

Micah wrote: Micah 6:6-8

With what shall I come to the Lord and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does the Lord take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul?  He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?

And finally...

Isaiah wrote: Isaiah 1:11-17

“What are your multiplied sacrifices to Me?” Says the Lord. “I have had enough of burnt offerings of rams and the fat of fed cattle;

And I take no pleasure in the blood of bulls, lambs or goats. “When you come to appear before Me, who requires of you this trampling of My courts? “Bring your worthless offerings no longer, incense is an abomination to Me. New moon and sabbath, the calling of assemblies—

I cannot endure iniquity and the solemn assembly. “I hate your new moon festivals and your appointed feasts, they have become a burden to Me; I am weary of bearing them. “So when you spread out your hands in prayer, I will hide My eyes from you; yes, even though you multiply prayers, I will not listen. Your hands are covered with blood. “Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean; remove the evil of your deeds from My sight. Cease to do evil, learn to do good; seek justice, reprove the ruthless, defend the orphan, plead for the widow.

When you remove the awful scriptures/laws that were written by depraved and heartless individuals - such as Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, Joshua, and several others that enforced sacrifices of flesh and awful maltreatment of people (such as young women and homosexuals), a statement such as this finally makes a whole lot of sense:

"In everything, therefore, treat people the same way you want them to treat you, for this is the Law and the Prophets."

God is wonderful...

The Living God affirmed the plans of the prophet, then on Sunday night, November 1, 2015, while in the mountains at Deep Creek lake, the word of Yahweh came to me saying, "By My own hand, I will devastate and I will transform the Sahara into My Garden."

The light and the dark belong to God; the barren desert and the flowering garden belong to their Maker.

The word and plan of the Living God has been the same for generation after generation - for humanity and for all people everywhere. But humanity, for generations, have reveled in books of laws and mysticism (which encourage bad behavior and idol worship) while ignoring the plain and simple word that God was giving them, "I will treat you in the same manner that you treat your enemies. I will regard you the same as you regard those you hate.  I will publicly heap on your head which you have secretly heaped onto others.  You will do good or you will decay."

Does this confuse you? To be merciful to those who have wronged you?  Let's take a moment. How often have you wronged your fellow man, and how long have you wronged God with your bad deeds toward those you both love and dislike?  It is OK (and expected of you) to be upset when people wrong you, but it is best that you let your intellect counsel your emotions so that you do not do evil.

You know the place of evil doers - it is not in God's Garden, but in the grave.  They are like flowers in a pasture that are only alive for a moment, then fade away with the wind. Even idolatry, which is nothing more than refusing to accept what is right in front of your face (even while condoning violence and maltreatment - you know the awful scriptures), has led all of your ancestors, one-by-one, to the grave.

As you can plainly see, it is not far from God to toss billions into oblivion (either by circumstance or by wrath).   Whether or not you're the plus one is up to you (though God ultimately has the first and last say in any matter).

The gift of the living God is the resurrection of the body and eternal life.  Resurrection is not something you must wait for, you only need to be a faithful child, an infant who firmly and undoubtedly believes in the strength of its Mother.  It is not some long far off event thousands of years in the future like these churches would have you believe - not for the faithful anyway - it is here for you right here and now.  The mercy of God is not reserved for tomorrow after you die, it is for you, a living person, right here and now (to think otherwise is to think that an invisible block of wood created all things).  Don't you see?  The faithful child will grow limbs where they were once missing, they will regenerate eyes where they were once blind, they will unstop ears where they were once deaf - this is the beginning of the living resurrection onward to eternal life, which is mercy from God.  God is mighty indeed, and God's faithful never ever walk alone in their faithfulness.

If you do not believe me, then believe Yeshua, the anointed man of the living God, who inspires me and prophesied his own resurrection and was raised from the dead by God's mighty power.  If you do not believe that God can raise you up (so that you do not undergo decay), then you do not truly believe that God raised up Yeshua - and you are not faithful.  You'll do best to put aside idol worship (the fact that you pray and pray without ceasing is evidence of your idol worship). If you were a faithful babe, you would never even consider perpetual death or some ghostly afterlife - I beg of you, with loving devotion, to leave idolatry for the reservation of evil doers who practice all manner of wickedness and deceit, never repenting of their awful and careless behavior.  You'll do best to believe what God has been showing you all along, even as did Yeshua.  When you believe God and trust in God's saving hand, even through Yeshua, then mercy will become your companion and resurrection your inevitability.

As it is written in book of Isaiah, chapter 61: The Spirit of Yahweh is upon me, because Yahweh has anointed me to bring good news to the afflicted; He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to captives and freedom to prisoners; to proclaim the favorable year of Yahweh and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all who mourn, giving them a garland instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the mantle of praise instead of a spirit of fainting. So they will be called oaks of righteousness, the planting of Yahweh, that He may be glorified.

Consequences and Trust

The consequences of bad behavior have been both the destruction of the world and the body. The consequences of true good behavior (that is, faithfulness) is the salvation of the world and the flesh.

People know how to be bad people. They often justify it by saying, "I'm not perfect". The problem with this is that they never strive for Godliness - which is only impossible because they are consumed with godlessness.

They have not been covered by God's blanket of goodness and mercy, and have not realized that God's promise of compassion begins now and not on some future date after they've died. Their gospel is only of sadness, suffering, death, and heaven (to summarize).

Godlessness, which is the lack of trust in God's power, leads to people's perpetually bad behavior. It all comes full circle.

To trust in God's power is to trust in God's salvation; this has proven difficult for a wretched, unbelieving, and faithless generation.  For to believe in God's salvation would be to believe in God's mercy, which is the Garden of God and salvation from death and decay.

It was never God's desire for man to perish, remember? Yeshua emphasized this as a living testimony - those who knew him personally saw God's power in his resurrection. Those who sought God's face afterwards also saw God's power in Christ's resurrection.

This is the gospel of the living God, that the righteous will live by faith both in acts and in trust in God's saving power.  The church (who only knows devastation and death) cannot accept this, so how can we then expect the world to accept this?

My only true hope is for the salvation of the world, that none perish and that they seek life through the living God whom they do not know.

Bad people doing bad things...

Numbers 31:17-18 - Now therefore, kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman who has known man intimately. But all the girls who have not known man intimately, spare for yourselves.

There are numerous passages in the Bible like the one above, some even more demented where everyone was killed off because God had some personal vendetta and couldn't handle his own affairs, requiring a bunch of Jewish warriors to do all the work.

It's verses like these that should really make you question your morality. You justify it by saying, "it's the word of God", yet you would never in a million years want some warrior-prophet and his horde of godly militants from some far away land breaking down your doors and brutally slaughtering you and your spouse and raping your teenage daughters.

Are you familiar with idol worship? It's the worship of things created. The problem is that you've created an idol in your mind, and you worship that thing - yet you do not see things this way. Yet with your own imagination, you justify cruelty in the name of God because its written in some old book. The only difference between you and those Muslims who strap bombs to themselves and blow up hundreds of people in the name of God is that they truly believe their scriptures - in both word and action (and not in word only like you). They are godless wicked people who realize, and are honest with themselves about the fact, that the idol they serve does nothing in life to save or protect. So they must do all the dirty work themselves and hope for a wonderful hereafter. You only need to ask yourself, "What does my God do in life that no idol can do? (Since an idol is an idol and cannot do anything.)"  Since you believe that your god is not carved from the tree stump of your imagination, ask yourself, "What does my God do in life?" Right here in the land of the living, what does your god do? Perhaps your prophets have an answer that doesn't always pertain to money blessings or world-destroying fags. Some nutcase breaks into your home - do you trust more in the salvation of your god or in the salvation of a policeman's gun? Your god heals through your physicians, and protects through your military's vast weaponry - but it was not so 500 years ago. Has your god changed in 500 years? Did the unchanging god in your mind heal people from cancer as he does now using chemotherapy?  You thank your god for your salvation when things work out in your favor - but you know it is not true salvation since you are a walking corpse - whose physicians and military do nothing more than postpone the inevitable.

Does justice truly matter to you? Compassion?  There is nothing just or compassionate about the bible verse posted above - you know this. All these things are plainly visible to you, yet you refuse to believe what the living God is showing you.  I remember reading somewhere in the gospels that the love of God and the love of your neighbor are the sum of the law and the prophets - they must have forgotten about those awful books like Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy.  I should add that you cannot love someone by flipping a switch - this is why those anti-levitical Jewish prophets spoke perpetually about the need for compassion in the earth - as it’s something we need to do and not simply feel. A husband, who loves his wife, may smack the shit out of her from time to time for 'disrespecting his manhood' - but she would rather have his compassion and never be struck 'out of love' again. This is sensible, this is decency - not hard to ask for, do, or understand.

Yeshua said, "Do to others as you would have them do to you" - this is common sense morality - it's human decency. This is contrary to murdering a bunch of people and raping their daughters because, either they wouldn't let you pass through their land, or because you wanted to take their land for yourselves. Those evil, idol worshiping, godless fuckers.

Forgiveness...

Nine years ago, this month, I was forgiven.
I had been provided the terms of my probation, released from jail, and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.

You see, forgiveness is a lot like love, in that, it is action and not concept.
Treacherous humanity has turned this beautiful pearl into a simple thought, a feeling.
This has been devastating to the human condition, because it is contrary to what is true.
To feel loved and to be loved are not the same; to feel forgiven and to be forgiven are not the same.

Young children understand these simple things - especially the ones who are subjected to the violence of larger and more intelligent humans who strike them out of anger and call it "discipline". For people like them have said in their hearts, "it is better to receive forgiveness than it is to give it" and "I will treat you in the way that I do not want to be treated". They have said in their hearts, "It has now become 'culture', because adults are adults, and children are children, and blacks are blacks, and whites are whites, and fags are fags, and straights are straights, and God has NOT created all men equal - except the ones I say are equal to me."

When I was forgiven, I was released, I was physically set free from bondage. If the prisoner had only felt like he was forgiven, he would only be free in his imagination.

Even as man practices forgiveness in his thoughts, so does he idolize God (from a word straight to the imagination). Such things have been devastating to us, because they are contrary to what is right in front of our faces. They make the Magnificent Enigma nothing more than a powerful magician whose magical acts are mysteriously unseen.

And though they continue to sing their songs for mercy, forever as it seems, their own prophet said to them, "Take away from Me the noise of your songs, I will not even listen to the sounds of your instruments - but let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream."

The starving child whose skin meets her bones, does not care about the forgiving feelings or the loving prayers of those who withhold food from her. It has helped neither them nor her. To forgive her would be to feed her, and nothing less. Forgive her for being black, forgive her for being African, forgive her for being poor - when she is forgiven, her belly will be full.

Even my enemy said to himself, "God has forgiven me", before he, and his three companions (who were afraid of the thunderous roars above), sought out my only life and thrust his blade into my heart. If he had been forgiven, he would not have feared the loud noise, nor would he have equated his hate for me with the love of God. If he was forgiving, his hand would have helped me rather than force me into a slumber from which I could not awaken myself.

You see, I was released from jail and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.

Who does forgiveness benefit the least, the man who loves another man, or the man whose flesh distresses him?

My own companion was in distress, and though he did not seek my help, he stumbled and fell upon it.
I gave him my oil for the affliction of his skin. He believed me because he passionately loved me. When his affliction was gone, he was amazed by the oil because he did not understand that it was his own conviction that healed his skin, and not the oil.

My companion removed his affliction during the day, but I was forgiven, so my afflictions had been removed even while I was asleep. Though I am alive, my flesh is raised up every day, even as I rest at night.

You see, I was released from jail and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.

A message to my friends and my brother

It's finally May. At first, I wasn't going to write yall anything. I just figured that whatever will happen will happen - and in a sense it will. But last night, a meteor flew right across my field of vision - my first time ever seeing one. It made me think of what was coming.

Honestly, when I first received that message in May of last year, I thought it was a warning of my health and I thought that I was going to have a heart attack or some bad health problem.  But in June, I was told that I should never entertain thoughts of horror and that I would not be left alone; God then emphasized the need for good in the Earth - so I believe the warning message I received has everything to do with this - the lack of goodness in the Earth and it will have a devastating impact - so devastating and near that the messengers of God saw it fit to talk to me about it. (With regards to my health, I was told in November, on Thanksgiving, that I should get my health together, and I finally agreed - so I began losing weight, exercising, and cutting back on smoking - as you all know).

When people look to heaven, they see their master, their lord, their king; but when I look to heaven, I see my friend, my companion, my mother, my father, my sister, and my brother.  There is no authority in heaven.  Why would God make life free for ALL living things, then rule them with a nuclear bomb? That's humanity's stupidity, not God's.  Regardless of what you or any minister in any pulpit believes, what you see is God showing no authority and allowing life freedom and liberty. You should always believe what you see God doing - in spite of what any man or any book tells you. God speaks for God - and God's actions are quite loud and clear. I'm of course, speaking of the living God, and not the god of your belief and imagination - I'm speaking of the God apart from you, and not the god that you always think about and always send your endless prayers and songs. I'm speaking of the God who you see allowing all forms of devastation, and who shows you no friendship or mercy when you are down. The God who is silent to you in such a way that you have more trust in your physician, your military, your president, and your police than you do the living God. You see, if God were with you - then you would never find yourself needing these things.  Offering up a bunch of prayers and songs would be an abhorrent thought to you - totally unneeded and uncalled for. But such is not your portion - and you see this with your own eyes.

It is my desire for the world to be saved - it is the reason why I have always spoken about God to you. Man will not find the living God behind the veil of death, but will only find God in life - the veil is here in the land of the living. When God decides that the veil should be removed for you (and God is an excellent judge of character, and rushes to do nothing) - your world changes in an instant. Those things that were once kept hidden are given to you without measure. The lack of kindness and mercy from God is all but a faint memory in your new life - though you will only look on with your eyes and see everyone else's devastation. Your prayers are extremely rare and infrequent, but when you do send them up, you only do so once - for God will make a complete end of your distress; it will not rise up twice. The freedom while you were in exile from God is nothing like the freedom found in your Godliness - you walk down the darkest alley in the most violent neighborhood, and you are not afraid. It is my desire for the world to be saved. Not saved from some failed notion of hell, but saved from godlessness and death. For the living God is not found in the grave, but only in the land of the living.  God's mercy is everlasting - and since God's people are God's mercy wrapped up in flesh, they too are everlasting.

In heaven, there is guidance and leadership, and a whole lot of loving-kindness. Everyone puts in effort to do good for everyone else. No one works in vain. No one wastes time manufacturing a bunch of useless shit - for there is no money to be earned. People have sex to enjoy one another's company, and know that they are cared for by the ones they are having sex with. Everyone is entrusted to do right by one another - there is no authority in heaven. However, God is still God, and can perceive evil long before it manifests. Trouble is seen far in advance, and issues are resolved before they even exist. This is one of the reasons why is it important that godlessness must perish, it must die - and everyone who is godless must meet their end on the Earth (or quickly become Godly). Eventually, heaven will be here as well (the world will be saved). And the people of those days will look back on the godless days of humanity and say to themselves, "We will never again do those horrible things, we will never again be without God".

God of the living

I feel a bit inspired. I should say that God is the God of the living, and not the dead. It is a strange message, but true. The salvation of God brings forth life. This is strange for a race, a planet of people who only know many prayers and songs and death, but true. The living God does not save a soul from the injustice of hell, but the flesh from the condemnation of the grave. A god that does not save the flesh is nothing more than an idol of a man's handiwork, an idol of a woman's imagination; a useless abomination of whose account is nothing at all. It was said concerning the salvation from death that God said to Moses, "I am the God of Abraham". If Abraham lived and believed God, then God is the God of Abraham; God is the God of a man alive, a man not abandoned to the grave. Understanding that God is only God of the living, it should be evident that God would require mercy and justice rather than offerings and sacrifices. It should be evident that God requires humanity to show compassion to humanity rather than lift their eyes and sing a thousand songs or hold to heart hundreds of useless doctrines. It should be evident that God requires the living to seek the face of God in truth and know humbling compassion and mercy from their Maker, which is given without measure. There is nothing more that God requires from people. God saves the flesh for a reason, and without reason, there is death.

A man freed

I know of a man who did an unthinkable thing in this generation - he believed God and believed all that he saw God do. From the beauty of his own life to the devastation of his friends and family - he believed God. He knew that the acts of the living God were to only be found in the land of the living. His life was full of peace and was surrounded by compassion from above. However, the mistakes of his youth found him and burdened him with debt from which he saw no escape. He lifted his eyes to the living God and asked for mercy - to be released from the burden of his debt and from those pursuing him for their money. From his heart and lips, he simply said to God, "I cannot go through this forever, please help me." By that man's one request to God, who he believed, God made such a total and complete end to his burden that his distress did not rise up twice to God. He sits at peace to this day. How people close their eyes to speak to the god of their imagination, I do not understand. Their prayers and sighs are unending, as if they expect the idol to get up off the tree stump (or come out of their minds) and come to their rescue. Surely, the living God would not forbid the idol from saving them, but the idol never ever moves. How destructive it has been for humanity, for generations, to place their trust in lifeless idols and gods of the dead.

People giving thanks

I always see people giving thanks. I suppose they believe God only as smart as our smartest physician; or God only as strong as our strongest military; or God only as powerful as our largest pharmaceutical conglomerate; or God only as merciful as our largest winning lottery. I could never lift my eyes and give thanks for these things - this is the equivalent of believing that God can do nothing of true worth, having no true power in the land of the living, making God an idol of the dead (where those who give thanks believe God exemplifies power). Those who give thanks should plainly see that all the idols of this place equally do nothing together in life, making their god no less an idol than the next. If those who give thanks see God in the land of the living, then they will find it absurd to compare the power of God to the intelligence of men; or the justice of God to crooks who sit behind pulpits and on chairs in high places; or the unique strangeness of God to the anthropoid qualities of humanity; or the kindness of God to the voltage of a defibrillator. If those who give thanks see God in the land of the living, then they might apply as much common sense to God as they do their own mother or brother. And when they apply their sense to God, they will plainly see how horrible God treats humanity, and how horrible humanity treats itself - adding burden onto chaos, ending in death. If those who give thanks exchange their many songs for true justice, and their endless worship for compassion, and their trust in money and idols for faith in God and what they plainly see God doing, then they will no longer receive maltreatment from God, and will live long and peacefully with God in the land of the living without the shame of decrepitness.

A Message from Yahweh

I said to Yahweh, the living God, "Because of Your loving-kindness, my bones will never touch the dust of the Earth, for You will preserve me forever. Because of Your mercy, my flesh dwells securely; I will give You thanks forever and ever. The dead cannot lift their eyes to You, for they are now like the lifeless idols in which they placed their trust. As for those who seek You and put their trust in You, You will give them goodness and life forever; for their trust is Yahweh."

I have no purpose with setting straight in people what God has warped, but this does not hinder me from sharing the word that God gave me.

On Friday night, May 18th, the word of Yahweh was given to me while sitting outside on my balcony with 2 of my friends.  They watched in awe as God's messengers spoke to me.  Yahweh said to me, "I have sounded My alarm, and My messengers are standing guard. Harm will soon direct itself in your direction. You do not need to be afraid of the godless activities, because I stand with you and will protect you.  No evil thing will consume you, because I am with you."

On Saturday night, June 23rd, the word of Yahweh came to me again.  God sent His messengers to embolden me for what is coming my way.  Yahweh said to me, "Trust in My goodness.  You should not entertain thoughts of horror because I will do good to you and show you mercy.  Trust that I will show you kindness and mercy in your hour of trouble.  You never need to fear that I will leave you all by yourself, nor do you need to be hopeful that I will do good.  You will not be left alone.  Trust in My goodness toward you.  I show perpetual kindness to those who do good, who know Me and seek Me."

The Fat Boy...

There was this fat boy who lived in a community in a desert. He would eat a lot, but most often while sitting in front of his friends. You see, since they lived in a desert, where food was scarce, his friends were starving, even the whole community - you could see all of their bones. The fat boy loved his friends deeply, and always offered them food to eat, but they would always decline. So the fat boy was often baffled by their seemingly stupid reactions.

The fat boy's friends would always listen to him talk about all the food his Mother prepared in her House, and that they were welcome to come and eat if they wanted. So they would always see the fat boy eating delicious looking food, and listen to him speak about how tasty the food is. Interestingly enough, the fat boy's friends never salivated over his food, even after he offered them food time and time again and saw how satiated the food made him.

On some nights, the fat boy's friends would see the fat boy standing at his post and would watch delivery trucks drop off food ordered by his Mother. His friends would stand there in awe, but would never ask the fat boy for food, nor would they take it when offered. Some of his friends would say to him, "I want to see another delivery truck", so the fat boy, angered by their ignorance, would ask them, "What is more important, the truck, or the items being delivered? If you desire food, you will surely see the trucks and feast on the food delivered."

After hearing the fat boy persistently eat and talk about eating, his friends would sometimes mock him, and say "You always talk about your Mother and the food She gives you. Just shut up! We don't want to hear it anymore!" And some of his friends would simply ignore him, even though they saw him plainly, and saw how fat he was and how thin they were. The fat boy would say to his friends, "You are all thin, each and every one of you. Look at me! Look at my body in this desert. I am well fed by my Mother. Who feeds you? Aren't you the outcome of all your circumstances which you had little control over. The only reason you're still alive is because of the physicians keeping you from sunburn, the military keeping you from duststorms, and your bosses giving you drops of water from the dam they built. I watch you starve, oh, I watch you starve. Should you think it a coincidence that all of you have problems you can't lift yourselves out of? Isn't it notable that when you mock what my Mother gives me, your life seem to mock you in return?" The fat boy ran to his Mother and cried, "You have made me a shepherd of blind sheep, so what use are any of my actions? What is the point of continually eating in front of their faces? They smell the food You give me, but they do not salivate over it - nor do they desire any, not even a tiny bite. They see that You made me fat, but they choose to have burning stomachs. What is wrong with humanity?"

His Mother looked at him and opened Her mouth. But when she opened Her mouth, the dam in the distance collapsed, and the waters burst through, and there was the sound of a large tumult of waters in the air. So She answered him over the waters and said, "A shepherd with sight is better to guide than a shepherd without sight; they can see the treacherous wolf. Even though the sheep are blind, the shepherd can still guide them with his voice, especially if they trust his voice. He can lead them with his hands if his hands are gentle. But in either case, the sheep must desire to eat, otherwise, the shepherd will have nowhere to lead them. So let them graze in the field where no grass grows, because they may realize they are eating nothing, and might turn to Me."

A Tree Planted by the Water...

On my last night in Williamsburg, VA (Friday, July 2nd), I was given the conclusion to the message that I spoke of in my previous blog.

The messengers flew the yellow/beige spacecraft speedily across the sky. As it flew out in the distance, it's color shifted, and it became brilliant red and slowly flashed. The bright red light was easily seen by anyone sitting outside in the area at that time. The message from Yahweh was of peace and of concern. The messengers have been quiet above me for a few months, but they were moved from their place by what they saw coming to give me the word of Yahweh: "Terror will turn his face in your direction, but it will not rest near you. I will lift you out of his reach, and you will be safe".

And this is my word to you: If terror can be trapped and bound before he reaches you, then you will be safe for the moment. But if not, you may come and rest in safety with me - if you'd like. We will sit in the shadow of my God, and we will be OK.

On another note - a few days ago, I was listening to this online broadcast by these guys who post on Youtube known as "Rebel Alliance Media", and they were speaking of the foolishness of religion on this planet. One of the speakers of the group made simple, and yet remarkable comments. He said to his listeners, some of which were black Muslims in the US, "Where was Allah during slavery? Where was Allah when you stubbed your toe in the kitchen? Allah is imaginary." Those were remarkable comments made by someone who isn't an atheist (I think he is a deist).

All of this reminded me of Jeremiah 17 and Psalm 91.

Jeremiah 17:5-8:

Thus says Yahweh,
"Cursed is the man who trusts in mankind and makes flesh his strength, and whose heart turns away from Yahweh. For he will be like a bush in the desert and will not see when prosperity comes, but will live in stony wastes in the wilderness, a land of salt without inhabitant.
Blessed is the man who trusts in Yahweh and whose trust is Yahweh. For he will be like a tree planted by the water, that extends its roots by a stream and will not fear when the heat comes; but its leaves will be green, and it will not be anxious in a year of drought nor cease to yield fruit."

Psalm 91:

I will say to Yahweh, "My refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust!"
For it is He who delivers you from the snare of the trapper and from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings you may seek refuge;
His faithfulness is a shield and bulwark.
You will not be afraid of the terror by night, or of the arrow that flies by day;
Of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, or of the destruction that lays waste at noon.
A thousand may fall at your side and ten thousand at your right hand, but it shall not approach you.
You will only look on with your eyes and see the recompense of the wicked.
For you have made Yahweh your dwelling place.
No evil will befall you, nor will any plague come near your tent.
For He will give His messengers charge concerning you, to guard you in all your ways.
They will bear you up in their hands, that you do not strike your foot against a stone.
You will tread upon the lion and cobra, the young lion and the serpent you will trample down.

A Beautiful Display...

If you have been in Williamsburg, VA the past few days, perhaps you've noticed the amazing displays taking place at night in the skies over the city. If you were outside at the right times, then you would have seen beautiful objects gracing the night skies, some with varying white lights and others with amazing speeds. If you were outside last night, between 10 and 11 pm, then perhaps you saw a beautiful display.

I was speaking to Yahweh generally about kindness, mercy, fairness, and justice, and my love of truth and what is right. I became excited thinking about these things and I noticed a moving star. It was very well-lit, but off-white in appearance - perhaps yellow or beige. It flew beside a bright white star and flew diagonally downward. I noticed how low the star was flying, so I said to Yahweh, "I'm unsure if that is a spacecraft or an airplane." So as it was flying downward, the bright white star began to fly upward - straight up. As the bright white star was flying upward, its light went dim, and it faded out of sight. The off-white star descended and came to a complete halt. I sat there and watched the off-white star for about 10 minutes, and there was no movement. During this time, about 3 dimly lit stars flew overhead - but at different times. My brother's fiance came up behind me and asked if I wanted to come and play some games, I told her I would come, but in a few minutes. So I lit a cigarette and continued to watch the star for about another 5 minutes, and there was still no movement. So I went inside.

What interests me is that I had no idea the bright white star was a spacecraft - didn't even cross my mind until I saw it ascend. The off-white star was initially confusing, but then I knew what it was. It was the moving off-white star that initially caught my attention. The bright white star left the scene by flying upward, while the yellow/beige star remained, for quite some time. There were about 3 dimly lit stars that flew high above the scene - they appeared to be responding to what I was saying to Yahweh, but no message has ever been confirmed with a dim light.

Understand this too, I have never left the messengers if I saw them flying above. I have ALWAYS waited for them to fly out of sight, then I would go in the house. But this time, I couldn't wait - I sat there for as long as I could, but I had to leave. When I went inside, I peeked through the window, and that off-white spacecraft was still sitting there. When I came back an hour or so later, it was gone (as I expected it to be).

This is a peculiar and an amazing message from God.

The Fool...

Long ago there was a skilled architect. He was often applauded by his peers for his craftsmanship. He was requested by some of the priests and prophets of his city to construct their god; they were all idol worshippers. The priests and the prophets told the architect about the love and compassion of their god, and how their god is a healer and also brings rain for the crops. They gave him a book that contained the holy writings of ancient priests and prophets which talked about the great acts of their god in the past. The architect was so moved by the acts of his god in the past, and the desires of the priests and prophets, that he gave into their request. So he constructed his god. He made it of wood and overlaid it with gold. He worshipped it alongside the priests, the prophets, and the citizens of his city.

One day, a passerby came. He was a Christian monk, and noticed the blasphemous acts of those idol worshippers. He said to himself, "I will speak to some of these people about the love and mercy of Jesus Christ to see who might be saved." So he went among the people and approached the architect. He said to the architect, "You fool, why do you worship that which cannot move nor speak?" The architect said, "I have created this god with my own hands according to my priests and prophets and ancient men who spoke of my god's greatness." So the Christian said, "There is only one god, the father, and one lord, Jesus Christ. He died for our sins so that we may live forever with him." The architect asked the Christian, "How do you know these things?" The Christian said, "Jesus is a healer, and the ministers and people of my god testify of him, and the ancient prophets of god spoke of his coming according to our scriptures." So the architect said to the Christian, "You called me a fool, but are you not also a fool?" The Christian baffled and appalled by his statement asked, "In what way am I a fool?"

The architect said to him, "I worship a god that I created with my own fingers. My beliefs and instructions came from my priests and prophets, both present and of the past, and I created my god accordingly." The Christian asked, "So how am I the fool?" The architect said, "You too worship a god whose acts are of the past. Your beliefs come from your priests and prophets and holy writings. But rather than create your god of wood and gold as I have, you create your god with the fingers of your mind. You are an architect as I am. You know how your god appears and how your god acts based on what you have read and heard, and you created your god accordingly. That is what you worship and call your creator. You have not seen your god move any more than I have seen mine move. As I have created my god, haven't you? Just as my god sits on the tree stump from where I carved him, doesn't your god sit in your mind?"

Then the Christian says, "But you obviously worship wood and gold, which does not move. Yet you associate power to your god and call him your healer." The architect said, "Do you not do the same? What does your god do in life that my god doesn't. My god heals through the hands of our physicians, and blesses us with rain in season, and protects us through the swords of our horsemen. Does your god do differently? I serve what I've made with my hands, you serve what you've made with your mind. So how do we differ, fool?"