Nothing to be grasped...

Though Yeshua is the Messiah of God, it was not something to be grasped and personally owned. It was a responsibility that was shared between himself and God.

The things that the godly share with the living God are eternal, they do not perish. These things shared are the Word of God, the mercy of God, the gifts of God, and faithful life - they are eternal and are eternally shared.  Prophecy is shared with the prophet, heavenly gifts are shared with the compassionate user of those gifts.  These things are not owned by any one person, but are shared by the person and the living God (all things belong to God).

The things that you 'own' will perish. Each and every one of them will become useless garbage or dust. Those gifts that you purchase and the money that you idolize will perish. They are nothing and will become nothing.  They will multiply into nothing and produce nothing of great worth as an outcome.

You desire wealth?  Then turn your trust upward. Remove your hopes and trust in the faithfulness of the dollar and place your faith in the Living Source who is willing to share the life of faithfulness with you. The woman's whose faith is found with God will be given gifts far greater than gold and platinum - right here, right now, today. What good are diamonds when cancer consumes your breasts?  What good are a thousand one-hundred dollar bills if in only a few years you grow decrepit and senile, tossed in some awful cage as your children eagerly wait for you to drop dead?  May the righteous seek God's wealth - a wealth that is eternal and willingly shared with those who seek God's amazing face.

The hour is almost up.

The Law and the Prophets...

This bullshit here: 2 Kings 22:8

Then Hilkiah the high priest said to Shaphan the scribe, “I have found the book of the law in the house of the Lord.” And Hilkiah gave the book to Shaphan who read it.

Jeremiah, the son of Hilkiah, wrote in resposne: Jeremiah 7:21-24

Thus says the Lord of hosts, the God of Israel, “Add your burnt offerings to your sacrifices and eat flesh.  For I did not speak to your fathers, or command them in the day that I brought them out of the land of Egypt, concerning burnt offerings and sacrifices. But this is what I commanded them, saying, ‘Obey My voice, and I will be your God, and you will be My people; and you will walk in all the way which I command you, that it may be well with you.’ Yet they did not obey or incline their ear, but walked in their own counsels and in the stubbornness of their evil heart, and went backward and not forward.

Jeremiah 8:8

“How can you say, ‘We are wise, and the law of the Lord is with us’? But behold, the lying pen of the scribes has made it into a lie.

Amos wrote: Amos 5:21-25

“I hate, I reject your festivals, nor do I delight in your solemn assemblies. “Even though you offer up to Me burnt offerings and your grain offerings, I will not accept them; And I will not even look at the peace offerings of your fatlings. “Take away from Me the noise of your songs;

I will not even listen to the sound of your harps. “But let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.  “Did you present Me with sacrifices and grain offerings in the wilderness for forty years, O house of Israel?

Micah wrote: Micah 6:6-8

With what shall I come to the Lord and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does the Lord take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul?  He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?

And finally...

Isaiah wrote: Isaiah 1:11-17

“What are your multiplied sacrifices to Me?” Says the Lord. “I have had enough of burnt offerings of rams and the fat of fed cattle;

And I take no pleasure in the blood of bulls, lambs or goats. “When you come to appear before Me, who requires of you this trampling of My courts? “Bring your worthless offerings no longer, incense is an abomination to Me. New moon and sabbath, the calling of assemblies—

I cannot endure iniquity and the solemn assembly. “I hate your new moon festivals and your appointed feasts, they have become a burden to Me; I am weary of bearing them. “So when you spread out your hands in prayer, I will hide My eyes from you; yes, even though you multiply prayers, I will not listen. Your hands are covered with blood. “Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean; remove the evil of your deeds from My sight. Cease to do evil, learn to do good; seek justice, reprove the ruthless, defend the orphan, plead for the widow.

When you remove the awful scriptures/laws that were written by depraved and heartless individuals - such as Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, Joshua, and several others that enforced sacrifices of flesh and awful maltreatment of people (such as young women and homosexuals), a statement such as this finally makes a whole lot of sense:

"In everything, therefore, treat people the same way you want them to treat you, for this is the Law and the Prophets."

God is wonderful...

The Living God affirmed the plans of the prophet, then on Sunday night, November 1, 2015, while in the mountains at Deep Creek lake, the word of Yahweh came to me saying, "By My own hand, I will devastate and I will transform the Sahara into My Garden."

The light and the dark belong to God; the barren desert and the flowering garden belong to their Maker.

The word and plan of the Living God has been the same for generation after generation - for humanity and for all people everywhere. But humanity, for generations, have reveled in books of laws and mysticism (which encourage bad behavior and idol worship) while ignoring the plain and simple word that God was giving them, "I will treat you in the same manner that you treat your enemies. I will regard you the same as you regard those you hate.  I will publicly heap on your head which you have secretly heaped onto others.  You will do good or you will decay."

Does this confuse you? To be merciful to those who have wronged you?  Let's take a moment. How often have you wronged your fellow man, and how long have you wronged God with your bad deeds toward those you both love and dislike?  It is OK (and expected of you) to be upset when people wrong you, but it is best that you let your intellect counsel your emotions so that you do not do evil.

You know the place of evil doers - it is not in God's Garden, but in the grave.  They are like flowers in a pasture that are only alive for a moment, then fade away with the wind. Even idolatry, which is nothing more than refusing to accept what is right in front of your face (even while condoning violence and maltreatment - you know the awful scriptures), has led all of your ancestors, one-by-one, to the grave.

As you can plainly see, it is not far from God to toss billions into oblivion (either by circumstance or by wrath).   Whether or not you're the plus one is up to you (though God ultimately has the first and last say in any matter).

The gift of the living God is the resurrection of the body and eternal life.  Resurrection is not something you must wait for, you only need to be a faithful child, an infant who firmly and undoubtedly believes in the strength of its Mother.  It is not some long far off event thousands of years in the future like these churches would have you believe - not for the faithful anyway - it is here for you right here and now.  The mercy of God is not reserved for tomorrow after you die, it is for you, a living person, right here and now (to think otherwise is to think that an invisible block of wood created all things).  Don't you see?  The faithful child will grow limbs where they were once missing, they will regenerate eyes where they were once blind, they will unstop ears where they were once deaf - this is the beginning of the living resurrection onward to eternal life, which is mercy from God.  God is mighty indeed, and God's faithful never ever walk alone in their faithfulness.

If you do not believe me, then believe Yeshua, the anointed man of the living God, who inspires me and prophesied his own resurrection and was raised from the dead by God's mighty power.  If you do not believe that God can raise you up (so that you do not undergo decay), then you do not truly believe that God raised up Yeshua - and you are not faithful.  You'll do best to put aside idol worship (the fact that you pray and pray without ceasing is evidence of your idol worship). If you were a faithful babe, you would never even consider perpetual death or some ghostly afterlife - I beg of you, with loving devotion, to leave idolatry for the reservation of evil doers who practice all manner of wickedness and deceit, never repenting of their awful and careless behavior.  You'll do best to believe what God has been showing you all along, even as did Yeshua.  When you believe God and trust in God's saving hand, even through Yeshua, then mercy will become your companion and resurrection your inevitability.

As it is written in book of Isaiah, chapter 61: The Spirit of Yahweh is upon me, because Yahweh has anointed me to bring good news to the afflicted; He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to captives and freedom to prisoners; to proclaim the favorable year of Yahweh and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all who mourn, giving them a garland instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the mantle of praise instead of a spirit of fainting. So they will be called oaks of righteousness, the planting of Yahweh, that He may be glorified.

Consequences and Trust

The consequences of bad behavior have been both the destruction of the world and the body. The consequences of true good behavior (that is, faithfulness) is the salvation of the world and the flesh.

People know how to be bad people. They often justify it by saying, "I'm not perfect". The problem with this is that they never strive for Godliness - which is only impossible because they are consumed with godlessness.

They have not been covered by God's blanket of goodness and mercy, and have not realized that God's promise of compassion begins now and not on some future date after they've died. Their gospel is only of sadness, suffering, death, and heaven (to summarize).

Godlessness, which is the lack of trust in God's power, leads to people's perpetually bad behavior. It all comes full circle.

To trust in God's power is to trust in God's salvation; this has proven difficult for a wretched, unbelieving, and faithless generation.  For to believe in God's salvation would be to believe in God's mercy, which is the Garden of God and salvation from death and decay.

It was never God's desire for man to perish, remember? Yeshua emphasized this as a living testimony - those who knew him personally saw God's power in his resurrection. Those who sought God's face afterwards also saw God's power in Christ's resurrection.

This is the gospel of the living God, that the righteous will live by faith both in acts and in trust in God's saving power.  The church (who only knows devastation and death) cannot accept this, so how can we then expect the world to accept this?

My only true hope is for the salvation of the world, that none perish and that they seek life through the living God whom they do not know.

Bad people doing bad things...

Numbers 31:17-18 - Now therefore, kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman who has known man intimately. But all the girls who have not known man intimately, spare for yourselves.

There are numerous passages in the Bible like the one above, some even more demented where everyone was killed off because God had some personal vendetta and couldn't handle his own affairs, requiring a bunch of Jewish warriors to do all the work.

It's verses like these that should really make you question your morality. You justify it by saying, "it's the word of God", yet you would never in a million years want some warrior-prophet and his horde of godly militants from some far away land breaking down your doors and brutally slaughtering you and your spouse and raping your teenage daughters.

Are you familiar with idol worship? It's the worship of things created. The problem is that you've created an idol in your mind, and you worship that thing - yet you do not see things this way. Yet with your own imagination, you justify cruelty in the name of God because its written in some old book. The only difference between you and those Muslims who strap bombs to themselves and blow up hundreds of people in the name of God is that they truly believe their scriptures - in both word and action (and not in word only like you). They are godless wicked people who realize, and are honest with themselves about the fact, that the idol they serve does nothing in life to save or protect. So they must do all the dirty work themselves and hope for a wonderful hereafter. You only need to ask yourself, "What does my God do in life that no idol can do? (Since an idol is an idol and cannot do anything.)"  Since you believe that your god is not carved from the tree stump of your imagination, ask yourself, "What does my God do in life?" Right here in the land of the living, what does your god do? Perhaps your prophets have an answer that doesn't always pertain to money blessings or world-destroying fags. Some nutcase breaks into your home - do you trust more in the salvation of your god or in the salvation of a policeman's gun? Your god heals through your physicians, and protects through your military's vast weaponry - but it was not so 500 years ago. Has your god changed in 500 years? Did the unchanging god in your mind heal people from cancer as he does now using chemotherapy?  You thank your god for your salvation when things work out in your favor - but you know it is not true salvation since you are a walking corpse - whose physicians and military do nothing more than postpone the inevitable.

Does justice truly matter to you? Compassion?  There is nothing just or compassionate about the bible verse posted above - you know this. All these things are plainly visible to you, yet you refuse to believe what the living God is showing you.  I remember reading somewhere in the gospels that the love of God and the love of your neighbor are the sum of the law and the prophets - they must have forgotten about those awful books like Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy.  I should add that you cannot love someone by flipping a switch - this is why those anti-levitical Jewish prophets spoke perpetually about the need for compassion in the earth - as it’s something we need to do and not simply feel. A husband, who loves his wife, may smack the shit out of her from time to time for 'disrespecting his manhood' - but she would rather have his compassion and never be struck 'out of love' again. This is sensible, this is decency - not hard to ask for, do, or understand.

Yeshua said, "Do to others as you would have them do to you" - this is common sense morality - it's human decency. This is contrary to murdering a bunch of people and raping their daughters because, either they wouldn't let you pass through their land, or because you wanted to take their land for yourselves. Those evil, idol worshiping, godless fuckers.

Forgiveness...

Nine years ago, this month, I was forgiven.
I had been provided the terms of my probation, released from jail, and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.

You see, forgiveness is a lot like love, in that, it is action and not concept.
Treacherous humanity has turned this beautiful pearl into a simple thought, a feeling.
This has been devastating to the human condition, because it is contrary to what is true.
To feel loved and to be loved are not the same; to feel forgiven and to be forgiven are not the same.

Young children understand these simple things - especially the ones who are subjected to the violence of larger and more intelligent humans who strike them out of anger and call it "discipline". For people like them have said in their hearts, "it is better to receive forgiveness than it is to give it" and "I will treat you in the way that I do not want to be treated". They have said in their hearts, "It has now become 'culture', because adults are adults, and children are children, and blacks are blacks, and whites are whites, and fags are fags, and straights are straights, and God has NOT created all men equal - except the ones I say are equal to me."

When I was forgiven, I was released, I was physically set free from bondage. If the prisoner had only felt like he was forgiven, he would only be free in his imagination.

Even as man practices forgiveness in his thoughts, so does he idolize God (from a word straight to the imagination). Such things have been devastating to us, because they are contrary to what is right in front of our faces. They make the Magnificent Enigma nothing more than a powerful magician whose magical acts are mysteriously unseen.

And though they continue to sing their songs for mercy, forever as it seems, their own prophet said to them, "Take away from Me the noise of your songs, I will not even listen to the sounds of your instruments - but let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream."

The starving child whose skin meets her bones, does not care about the forgiving feelings or the loving prayers of those who withhold food from her. It has helped neither them nor her. To forgive her would be to feed her, and nothing less. Forgive her for being black, forgive her for being African, forgive her for being poor - when she is forgiven, her belly will be full.

Even my enemy said to himself, "God has forgiven me", before he, and his three companions (who were afraid of the thunderous roars above), sought out my only life and thrust his blade into my heart. If he had been forgiven, he would not have feared the loud noise, nor would he have equated his hate for me with the love of God. If he was forgiving, his hand would have helped me rather than force me into a slumber from which I could not awaken myself.

You see, I was released from jail and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.

Who does forgiveness benefit the least, the man who loves another man, or the man whose flesh distresses him?

My own companion was in distress, and though he did not seek my help, he stumbled and fell upon it.
I gave him my oil for the affliction of his skin. He believed me because he passionately loved me. When his affliction was gone, he was amazed by the oil because he did not understand that it was his own conviction that healed his skin, and not the oil.

My companion removed his affliction during the day, but I was forgiven, so my afflictions had been removed even while I was asleep. Though I am alive, my flesh is raised up every day, even as I rest at night.

You see, I was released from jail and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.

A message to my friends and my brother

It's finally May. At first, I wasn't going to write yall anything. I just figured that whatever will happen will happen - and in a sense it will. But last night, a meteor flew right across my field of vision - my first time ever seeing one. It made me think of what was coming.

Honestly, when I first received that message in May of last year, I thought it was a warning of my health and I thought that I was going to have a heart attack or some bad health problem.  But in June, I was told that I should never entertain thoughts of horror and that I would not be left alone; God then emphasized the need for good in the Earth - so I believe the warning message I received has everything to do with this - the lack of goodness in the Earth and it will have a devastating impact - so devastating and near that the messengers of God saw it fit to talk to me about it. (With regards to my health, I was told in November, on Thanksgiving, that I should get my health together, and I finally agreed - so I began losing weight, exercising, and cutting back on smoking - as you all know).

When people look to heaven, they see their master, their lord, their king; but when I look to heaven, I see my friend, my companion, my mother, my father, my sister, and my brother.  There is no authority in heaven.  Why would God make life free for ALL living things, then rule them with a nuclear bomb? That's humanity's stupidity, not God's.  Regardless of what you or any minister in any pulpit believes, what you see is God showing no authority and allowing life freedom and liberty. You should always believe what you see God doing - in spite of what any man or any book tells you. God speaks for God - and God's actions are quite loud and clear. I'm of course, speaking of the living God, and not the god of your belief and imagination - I'm speaking of the God apart from you, and not the god that you always think about and always send your endless prayers and songs. I'm speaking of the God who you see allowing all forms of devastation, and who shows you no friendship or mercy when you are down. The God who is silent to you in such a way that you have more trust in your physician, your military, your president, and your police than you do the living God. You see, if God were with you - then you would never find yourself needing these things.  Offering up a bunch of prayers and songs would be an abhorrent thought to you - totally unneeded and uncalled for. But such is not your portion - and you see this with your own eyes.

It is my desire for the world to be saved - it is the reason why I have always spoken about God to you. Man will not find the living God behind the veil of death, but will only find God in life - the veil is here in the land of the living. When God decides that the veil should be removed for you (and God is an excellent judge of character, and rushes to do nothing) - your world changes in an instant. Those things that were once kept hidden are given to you without measure. The lack of kindness and mercy from God is all but a faint memory in your new life - though you will only look on with your eyes and see everyone else's devastation. Your prayers are extremely rare and infrequent, but when you do send them up, you only do so once - for God will make a complete end of your distress; it will not rise up twice. The freedom while you were in exile from God is nothing like the freedom found in your Godliness - you walk down the darkest alley in the most violent neighborhood, and you are not afraid. It is my desire for the world to be saved. Not saved from some failed notion of hell, but saved from godlessness and death. For the living God is not found in the grave, but only in the land of the living.  God's mercy is everlasting - and since God's people are God's mercy wrapped up in flesh, they too are everlasting.

In heaven, there is guidance and leadership, and a whole lot of loving-kindness. Everyone puts in effort to do good for everyone else. No one works in vain. No one wastes time manufacturing a bunch of useless shit - for there is no money to be earned. People have sex to enjoy one another's company, and know that they are cared for by the ones they are having sex with. Everyone is entrusted to do right by one another - there is no authority in heaven. However, God is still God, and can perceive evil long before it manifests. Trouble is seen far in advance, and issues are resolved before they even exist. This is one of the reasons why is it important that godlessness must perish, it must die - and everyone who is godless must meet their end on the Earth (or quickly become Godly). Eventually, heaven will be here as well (the world will be saved). And the people of those days will look back on the godless days of humanity and say to themselves, "We will never again do those horrible things, we will never again be without God".