A Response from Yahweh...

I was outside early this morning, about 5 a.m., while it was still dark, and I received a response from Yahweh. His messengers flew across the sky in a well-lit spacecraft and confirmed that this is an untrustworthy and Godless generation.

People serve their idols, but do not realize nor understand that their gods are idols. All gods on this planet do exactly the same thing - and it is what you do that matters - to hell with what you say if it contradicts with what you do. All gods in this place do exactly the same thing, and that is nothing at all. Allah heals as much as Jesus, Krishna loves just as much as Buddha - all of these gods are imaginary beings who never move from off the tree stump from which they were carved. So the fact that your god never responds to anything you say or do should not be surprising - in fact, if your god did finally get up and do the stump dance, then you would be utterly shocked... But it never ever does happen, not even after thousands and thousands of years.

Yahweh, however, is alive. And I know that He is alive by His actions - by the fact that He moves and He roars and He surrounds me with kindness and mercy. And I can go outside at night and look upward to see His messengers flying above me. But this is a Godless generation, says Yahweh God.

Someone whose writings were included with Isaiah's emphasized this point -- "Present your case," Yahweh says. "Bring forward your strong arguments," the King of Jacob says. Let them bring forth and declare to us what is going to take place; as for the former events, declare what they were, that we may consider them and know their outcome. Or announce to us what is coming; declare the things that are going to come afterward, that we may know that you are gods; indeed, do good or evil, that we may anxiously look about us and fear together. Behold, you are of no account, and your work amounts to nothing; he who chooses you is an abomination." ~ Isaiah 41:21-24

A Message to Yahweh...

Someone I almost considered a close friend deceived me. He was at peace in my home, and always found rest when he was with me. But he took my compassion, which flows from me like a raging river, and used it against me for his own gain. I let him lead me because I put just a little trust in him, and he openly rejected the good in me by deceiving me for gain. It is as You told me, "Who should you trust completely?" and "You can't control what a person does, nor can you control what a person does with the good you give them."

No one does good in this place, nor does anyone try to do good, nor does anyone seek the truth. They then turn to their children and teach them evil and lies, so that they grow and do the same - even for generations. They let their emotions lead them to do corrupt things to one another, themselves, and their children. Generations of evil and lies, which become generations of horror and death. Isn't it true that You give people exactly what they deserve?

Yahweh, You let every evil and terrible thing happen to people on this planet. You do not save these people's lives nor do You protect them from harm, and last night You gave me a clear and personal example as to why it is You do what You do. Even the most kind and upright of mankind are like the prickly spines of a cactus which grows in a desert. I gracefully embrace them, and they stick me, because it is their desire to do so, and because it benefits them. Please, point out the true friend who would never deceive for gain - where is he? - does she even exist?

When You come to this place in this generation, You will not come in the beauty and light that I see everyday, but in bitter darkness, and last night You again helped me see why. It is because of Your anger that Washington, DC will see explosions and smoke, and New York City will see an earthquake and storm and violent whirlwinds. Both places will be covered in darkness, with thick dark clouds, and the sun will not be permitted to shine until after Your anger subsides.

Who Looks for Goodness?

There is no one in this place who looks for God, and no one who does good. Yahweh has been the same for century after century, millennium after millennium, and His word remains the same, "If you seek Me, I will let you find Me." But no one seeks after God, they create their own gods either with their hands or with their minds, and they worship them, and have no problem with such senseless acts. They can see that their gods do nothing, and yet, they still believe they will move. There is so much that I could share concerning Yahweh, but I have no one to share it with, they wouldn't believe me because they have never seen compassion from God.

No one looks for God because they need their own solid explanation as to why every evil thing is allowed to happen to them - and they need to believe that tomorrow will be a hell of a lot better than today, even if they die. So God has seen it right to show Himself to them, and they will see Him standing in bitterness, and they won't understand that all that happens to them is of their own doing. People's emotions drive these actions, it drives religion and oppression and inequality - they do not use their common sense in the places where it truly matters.

I say to people, "Go and look for God. You will find Him", but they ignore me, because they think it is easier and right for them to believe in their god (who does nothing) than to seek the truth. Most people are OK with being ignorant of the many things that matter to life, because they feel it is better for them to be smart in their religious beliefs. People do not use their common sense when it comes to God; they feel that if they trash their idol and go looking for the true God, they will find nothing. I can say that if they truly look for God and find nothing, then there is no god who cares for the truth - but if they do find God, then it will become obvious to them that God cares for the truth, and it will be known to them that God is Yahweh, and they will see His power and know His strength. They will speak the word of God as prophets and say, "God loves the truth. Yahweh reveals Himself to those who look for Him." But who in this place proclaims such things and means them?

People turn to idols and worship them. They say to their carved god, "You are my maker" and insult the One they never looked for. They sing their many songs to their gods to uplift their spirits in the hopes that their gods comfort them; but their gods do not comfort them, nor do they save and protect them. I have told people that I have been warned a few times by God because of my actions, and I've been warned because of danger - but those people respond with their eyes, "God does not warn, nor save, nor protect". And I say to them, "If you seek God, you will see these things for yourself", then they snatch the conversation from me and end it. I'm telling you all that everything that happens to you is what you deserve, your struggles and pain, and the fact that you perish so easily is because of the living God Yahweh. People are always encouraging one another by saying, "The light is at the end of the tunnel", but I ask, "How is there light at the end of the tunnel if the tunnel leads to death? How can you walk down a dark tunnel and be truly happy knowing that your grave digger is standing at the other end? He may even come to meet you in the middle - it certainly isn't uncommon in this place."

Yahweh has said to me, "They have their tunnels and they have their lights, but I have smoke, fire, and earthquakes to crush their tunnels. I have whirlwinds of dust and water to put out their lights. And when they come running out of their tunnels, there will be thunder and lightning to trouble them and their children."

I have seen the compassion and mercy of Yahweh with my own eyes, and I know His kindness. It would be good if people knew the kindness of God in this place. It would be good if the knowledge of God flooded the Earth - finally taking the world out of its enforced exile, but I don't trust that people will do right, nor does Yahweh think that man will look for goodness - which is why He has told me that He will come to the Earth in this generation and surround His shining beauty with thick dark clouds and cover His soft voice with loud terrible noise. Maybe then, people will finally admit and say, "God has not been kind to us" and will eagerly look for Him.

"I changed my mind"...

On the CNN website today, there's this post about a guy who is an ex-Christian, named Bart Ehrman. He is currently a textual critic of the biblical New Testament - as is the right thing to do if you are Christian and actually care about considering what is true. Really, why not criticize these things? Will Jesus toss you in the flames because you love seeking the truth? Will the Father cause you to spit up fireballs in hell because you love to research history?

Ehrman said to CNN concerning his leaving Christianity, "I changed my mind", and is now agnostic.

You see, this is a problem with idols, and is why all Gods in this place are idols.

This man boldly proclaimed a loving, all-knowing and all-powerful God, and all it took was for him to "change his mind", and God ceased to exist. Since he had been a Christian since his youth, he was certainly one of those folks (like many of you) who said, "God heals", and "God is good", and "God does this and that" - but at the end of it all, he realized that his all-powerful God was nothing short of his own imagination. He saw with his eyes that God did nothing, and that who he worshipped was an idol - since idols do nothing outside of what people believe they do ('forming your God with your own hands'). He also realized that he could never ask Jesus anything worthwhile like, "Will you heal my mother?" and actually get an answer. Besides, if she survived, then "praise God, the Lord healed her"; if she died, then "the Lord's ways are mysterious", and "everything happens for a reason."

He left Christianity because he could not reconcile in his mind how God can be loving and compassionate, and yet pay no heed to such a corrupt planet. It is typical of Christians to view a long pole, where Christianity sits on one end, and Agnosticism/Atheism sits on the other. And in the case of Ehrman, he left Christianity and slid down the pole to Agnosticism - since it's what made the most sense to him.

He makes the mistake of all Christians and all those who leave Christianity to embrace Agnosticism/Atheism, and that is to either view God as all-loving and all-powerful, or to have no view of God at all. There really is no sense in this.

So I have a question for the religious, agnostics, and atheists alike: Let's say you were all to assume there is a God. Put aside any philosophies, dogmas, and beliefs (besides the existence of God). Look at the universe, and this planet, and the people on this planet, and tell me, what do these things tell you about God?

Get a pen, and write up a list. "Loving and Compassionate" should not be there. "All-Powerful and All-Knowing" should not be there. "A Savior" should definitely not be there. Perhaps your list would say things like, "Bitter", "Angry", "Weirdly intelligent", "Strange", "Careless", "Heartless", or "Merciless". But I know, this is unacceptable to you. You have made up in your mind to either believe in the loving all-knowing bearded grandfather type God who pats children on the head, or to believe in no God at all. There is no sense in this, and perhaps it will take some other generation of people for it to finally click that there is no sense in this.

Now, there is a God, regardless of what goes around in your head or how emotional you become when the right beat comes across the church drums. And that list I created above is exactly how He shows Himself to you - bitter, angry, heartless, and merciless - isn't this what you see? Have you found the man that escaped sickness and the grave because of God? Where is the woman whose body slipped out of death's hands because of God's kindness? Are they among this generation? It is certainly because of God that you and your children suffer so tremendously and perish so easily. How horrible it will be for man when God actually visits the Earth. If God clearly shows a bitter and merciless character from a great distance, how terrible and destructive should we imagine God up close? The Earth will certainly piss and shit all over itself, and man will simply have to endure its violent stench.

I can see that all you (and your ancestors) have ever known is the unloving side of God, so the question that should come from your mouth is, "Why is God so merciless toward me and this place?" To answer that question, you would need to look at yourself and mankind altogether. Where would God find rest with you and others on this planet? Everyone tells lies about Him, and no one cares for the truth He would offer them from His own lips; People are totally self-destructive (because of how they use their minds) and often show no love with their actions, for generations; most importantly, no one seeks the face of God in curiosity and with a desire to know the truth. It is for these reasons that He covered the planet with a dark impenetrable veil, and it is for these reasons that God has been unloving and totally devastating to you.

Name Calling...

It has been the custom on this planet for people to claim another person's God as their own. People say that Isaiah, Jeremiah, Hosea, Amos, and Micah were prophets, and consider the God of those prophet's as their own. Even though people realize that they don't speak and teach what those prophets spoke and taught, they still say that they have the same God as those prophets.

Here are a few examples of what I mean:
Isaiah 8:11-13 "Yahweh spoke to me with mighty power and instructed me not to walk in the way of this people, saying, "You are not to say, 'It is a conspiracy!' In regard to all that this people call a conspiracy, and you are not to fear what they fear or be in dread of it."
Jeremiah 8:8 "How can you say, 'We are wise, and the law of Yahweh is with us'? But behold, the lying pen of the scribes has made it into a lie."
Hosea 10:13 "You have plowed wickedness, you have reaped injustice, you have eaten the fruit of lies because you have trusted in your way, in your numerous warriors."
Amos 5:21-24 "Even though you offer up to Me burnt offerings and your grain offerings, I will not accept them; and I will not even look at the peace offerings of your fatlings. Take away from Me the noise of your songs; I will not even listen to the sound of your harps. But let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream."
Micah 6: "With what shall I come to Yahweh and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does Yahweh take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does Yahweh require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?"

You quote these things, and repeat these sayings for your own heart's content, but they truly are meaningless words to you. There is much that you fear and are in dread of; you call the 'Torah' the word of God; you trust in the salvation of your military; you waste time by singing a thousand songs of praise instead of working for peace and justice in the Earth; and you do not seek God with simplicity. The reasons being that you are religious and have no living God walking ahead of you - and since you say "there is a God", then know and understand that your God exists solely in your mind and in the minds of your children.

You say to yourself, "My God is Jehovah" or "My God is Yahweh", yet you do not know why those Hebrew prophets spoke and taught like they did. You say, "Their God is my God", yet you never say the things they said nor do the things they did. The prophets said, "Yahweh is my refuge" and "Yahweh is my salvation", and they said such things for many obvious reasons - but you have no reasons to say such things because there is no salvation for you in life other than what your police offices, doctors, and military provide for you. It was Hosea who said that people like you have no salvation from God, and you never turn your head upward to seek it - and yet still, you say, "The Lord is my savior" with ignorant repetition.

If I were to call a tree stump "Jesus", you would disagree with me and say, "That is not Jesus". If I bowed before a chubby man carved in stone and said, "Thank you Jesus", you would contend with me. You call your God "Yahweh" or "Jehovah" and say that your God is the God who spoke to those prophets, but you are incorrect, because you neither say nor do as they said and did - nor does Yahweh their God interact with you as He did with them. You are simply name calling for your own heart's content, and for no other reason.

I Made Fire...

A few weekends ago, my friend and I sat down to smoke a cigarette. The lighter I had was one of those free ones you get with a pack of cigarettes, and the flame was very low. So my friend took it apart, did something, and the fire was great. I asked him to show me how he did it. So he took the lighter apart, showed me what to adjust inside, then attempted to put the lighter back together. But as he attempted to put it back together, the lighter pretty much fell apart in his hands, and he was unable to fix it. This past weekend, I used a very small lighter that was sitting in my car. This lighter ran out of butane very quickly (since a couple of people used it).

So I've tried and tried and tried again to make a spark with the lighter my friend broke, but the spark wheel wouldn't turn. And I tried and tried and tried again to get the small lighter to make a flame, but it simply threw out sparks.

Then I thought about things. I depressed the lever on the broken lighter and sniffed it to see if I could smell any butane, and I could. So I held the lever down for a few seconds to let more butane come out. Then I threw on it some sparks from the small lighter, and like a dream come true, there was fire! Fire appeared on the heads of both lighters!

The point of this is that I've been going about things all the wrong way. I've tried too hard to make fire out of broken things thinking that they would work as they should if I just kept trying the same pointless shit over and over. But neither lighter worked as they should - even if I tried the same thing a thousand times. And if I had used my intelligence in the matter from the beginning, understanding that a broken lighter is a broken lighter, rather than try and try and try to simply make a broken lighter work, I probably could have had an effective fire long ago.

Googling God...

I've noticed the 'new' Google feature where it shows the number of times a search item has been googled. Whenever I've googled something, at least 10,000 other people have googled the exact same thing. It immediately let me know that my thoughts and questions are the thoughts and questions of thousands and millions of other people. Even when I went apartment searching for a specific apartment complex in a specific city, there were thousands of other similar searches every time.

So I figured that maybe I could Google God, and Google those who know God or those who are at least seeking God, and I always come up with nothing. 0 similar searches is what is always returned - and it amazes me that no one seeks God. God made sure that no one on this planet would see 'His' face or know anything about 'His' character unless they seek Him - and I suppose Google proves it. It reminds me that God's intelligence is amazing and incomparable - I even say to this day that God is not a magician, God is a scientist.

Now, none of this explains why people believe what they do about God - because you could simply go by what you see and say, "People live and die, and no God(s) does anything about it all" - but it isn't what people say. And since people don't state the obvious, no one goes further and says to the sky, "Whoever you are, if you are there, why don't you do anything about it all." This is seeking God, this is questioning God - and no one does it, and I suppose Google proves it. Who has looked up and asked, "Who are you?" - those people certainly see the messengers of Yahweh in those well lit spacecrafts who act on Yahweh's behalf, they may even see the liars above who deceive.

People insist on telling God who God is - and saying a whole bunch of bullshit about God helping them pay their debts or being one with God, or whatever else people feel the emotional need to say about the God they have never seen. It is obvious when they open their eyes that there is nothing but bitterness all around them. Sure, people have their good days, but at the end of it all is the grave - and God has never been found in death. If you don't believe me, you could simply ask God - it is, after all, how I found out myself. You could stretch out your hand to an oppressor, and the oppressor will chop it off, and God will do nothing to stop them or save you. So instead of people saying, "I don't know who you are, but will you help us?" they say instead, "It was God's will that my hand was chopped off" or "Everything happens for a reason" or whatever else they can come up with to explain away God's absence in the matter. And since it's philosophy and religion that people want, it's what God gives them over to.

"Who", "What", "Where", "When", "Why", and "How" are wonderful things to say to God, even "Perhaps you can" and "Perhaps you will" are just as beautiful - and if you see a truthful response back above, I suppose that would make you a true prophet.

I've recently moved from out of Beltsville, MD and reminisced the years that those moving stars appeared for me the last few nights of my stay. I'm in New Carrollton, MD now and am quite curious as to what the next few years will bring - as I'm not sure what I'll request of Yahweh for this place, since no one seems to really give a shit. I am confident in a few things I will be doing, but these are things for people to see when they happen, not read beforehand like everything else.