When people read ten-thousand books and listen to folk telling them what to think, they lose the desire to think freely. The lack of free-thought comes primarily from people's beliefs - whatever they may be. So you will never find any religious person or atheist who has free-thought. I do suppose, however, that agnostics think freely because they will quickly say, "I don't know". And it's so much better to say "I don't know" than it is to say "Yes" or "No" when you're really not sure. But the problem of the agnostic is that they say "I don't know" and stop looking for their answers... which is very un-human.
Now, it is understandable why an atheist would say that there is no God - they too, in their own ignorance, look for the spirit god of the religious. This is easy to prove - in order for one to say "There is no God", they must first have an idea of what God is - and this is not good as it proves they are not free-thinkers. To think freely requires that one does not think that God is spirit or physical, or that there is one God, or that there is an afterlife, or even that God made us. It's because of these questions that people look for ministers and prophets to tell them what to think - they don't seek these answers for themselves. It would be one thing if those ministers or prophets had any kind of proof - but they don't, so they shout in the pulpits in order for you to say "Yes!" and believe their every word. And to be fair, folk really don't know where to look... And to truly be fair, if folk thought freely as they should, they would figure out where to look as I did.
Part of my job as a brother and a friend is to inform people of what I find out from my own research... without charge. Before I knew God as 'Yahweh', I had already seen a spacecraft, which I talked about in my Eden of Yahweh - Part 2 of 10 post. Many people have seen spacecrafts - some in more vivid detail than I have... for instance, I have never seen them in daylight. When I thought freely and emptied myself of whatever knowledge of God(s) was built up in me over the years, I kept the truth of that spacecraft in mind when I looked for God(s) - then everything was revealed to me, bit-by-bit. I found out that God is not spirit or religious, at all. So I know nothing spiritual nor do I do anything religious - I'm probably farther from being religious than most atheists since, unlike they, I know that marriage is one of the worst things that a person could desire in life... think deeply about this for yourselves.
When certain truths are known, you no longer have questions about them.
So I will close by encouraging people to think freely. This will make life so much less complicated and much more peaceful. And if you've ever wanted to see a video with spacecrafts apart from the norm you would find on Youtube - check out this video (it's not a Youtube video).
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Monday, October 1, 2007
Eden of Yahweh - Part 10 of 10
I've decided not to write the 'Part 10' that I originally had in mind. What I was going to share was something that Yahweh didn't share with me until more than a year passed from when I began to seek Him, and I don't want these things to be interpreted the wrong way. When I say to people 'God', they immediately assume 'religion' because people's minds have been conditioned to relate the 2 - so this is why I won't share what I was going to, at least not this year. And unless people see the compassion and justice of Yahweh with their own eyes, I don't feel too comfortable talking about something that people cannot comprehend. This 'secret' is the most remarkable part of Yahweh's Garden - for it makes that which is inevitable, highly improbable.
So I will leave you with this poem:
When I was born, You carried me in Your arms.
You fed me kindness, and gave me righteousness to drink.
As I grew, You taught me the appropriateness of anger,
The necessity of justice.
I would walk behind You and fall, and You would quickly pick me up.
When I became stubborn, You chastised me by hiding Your face.
If I began to do something that would hurt me, You quickly stopped me.
You never let me out of Your sight, nor did You remove Your hand.
Now that I am older, You let me walk on my own.
You hide behind the door, and watch me walk among the people.
Though I dwell in Your House, You grant me independence.
Though You never let me out of Your sight, You don't restrict me.
Throughout my days, You've encouraged and emboldened me.
When I feel weak, You send my brothers and sisters to comfort me.
Indeed, You send my brothers and sisters to protect me,
For if I am struck down by evil, they will revive me by Your power.
You are glad to have me among Your other children,
And it is Your desire for Your House to be full.
Because of Your kindness and Your promises, I can't help but love You.
For Yahweh, You are my Mother, and to walk naked in Your Garden is my rest.
So I will leave you with this poem:
When I was born, You carried me in Your arms.
You fed me kindness, and gave me righteousness to drink.
As I grew, You taught me the appropriateness of anger,
The necessity of justice.
I would walk behind You and fall, and You would quickly pick me up.
When I became stubborn, You chastised me by hiding Your face.
If I began to do something that would hurt me, You quickly stopped me.
You never let me out of Your sight, nor did You remove Your hand.
Now that I am older, You let me walk on my own.
You hide behind the door, and watch me walk among the people.
Though I dwell in Your House, You grant me independence.
Though You never let me out of Your sight, You don't restrict me.
Throughout my days, You've encouraged and emboldened me.
When I feel weak, You send my brothers and sisters to comfort me.
Indeed, You send my brothers and sisters to protect me,
For if I am struck down by evil, they will revive me by Your power.
You are glad to have me among Your other children,
And it is Your desire for Your House to be full.
Because of Your kindness and Your promises, I can't help but love You.
For Yahweh, You are my Mother, and to walk naked in Your Garden is my rest.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Eden of Yahweh - Part 7 of 10
Back in November of 2006, I wrote a blog entitled, "The Presence of Love" - and it is a fitting blog for these Eden posts.
There are many differences between the world that we live in and the world I call 'Eden'. It has been true that the Garden of Eden must first be birthed through the mind before changes are made to the landscape; when changes are made to the landscape, then seeds are planted so that trees (groups of people) can sprout there. Even though trees sprout continually throughout this corrupt world that we live in, trees in Eden are quite different - Yahweh ensures they don't wither, nor does any fruit fall to the ground to be eaten by worms... but this is a message that will be saved for part 10 of 10 because it isn't believable - nothing in part 10 will be believable.
Unlike John in heaven who spends all of eternity on hands and knees worshipping this spiritual deity who remains unseen to the living, John in Eden is surrounded by love and lovers. John in Eden still has his dick and he still loves when people wrap their lips around it. He enjoys it most when women do it, but he'll let a man do it if he's feeling a bit kinky that day. In Eden, John has no shame because he recognizes what he is. So when he walks out of his house naked in the morning, like a child, he has no second thoughts. Even a woman entering Eden with 4 missing front teeth will smile as sharply and as strongly as a child with pearly whites.
Eden is full of lovers, so the people there make love and will look into the eyes of the other person to see nothing but love... even if it is their first date. None of this is unrealistic, and it is the result of having intelligence and compassion - it is the result of using intelligence for purposes of compassion, and for nothing else.
There is no one in Eden who works endless hours for money - but they work toward a goal, a completion - and that goal is to provide those things necessary for the people they love. A mother never charges her children anything for all the work she does for them, nor does she ever think to herself that her work for them is unfair and imbalanced. It then becomes obvious that in Eden, everyone lends a helping hand according to their intelligence, only because they want to - and there is no more work than what is required. In Eden, job openings are posted, goals are set, and the people devote themselves to the work they signed up for. People will respect the direction of the leadership because there are no authoritative or commanding figures in the workplace; leaders respect the work of the workers because there is no competition, and both workers and leaders work toward the same goal (whatever it may be for a particular job).
Eden for living lovers sounds a lot more satisfying than heaven for dead-dickless folk.
There are many differences between the world that we live in and the world I call 'Eden'. It has been true that the Garden of Eden must first be birthed through the mind before changes are made to the landscape; when changes are made to the landscape, then seeds are planted so that trees (groups of people) can sprout there. Even though trees sprout continually throughout this corrupt world that we live in, trees in Eden are quite different - Yahweh ensures they don't wither, nor does any fruit fall to the ground to be eaten by worms... but this is a message that will be saved for part 10 of 10 because it isn't believable - nothing in part 10 will be believable.
Unlike John in heaven who spends all of eternity on hands and knees worshipping this spiritual deity who remains unseen to the living, John in Eden is surrounded by love and lovers. John in Eden still has his dick and he still loves when people wrap their lips around it. He enjoys it most when women do it, but he'll let a man do it if he's feeling a bit kinky that day. In Eden, John has no shame because he recognizes what he is. So when he walks out of his house naked in the morning, like a child, he has no second thoughts. Even a woman entering Eden with 4 missing front teeth will smile as sharply and as strongly as a child with pearly whites.
Eden is full of lovers, so the people there make love and will look into the eyes of the other person to see nothing but love... even if it is their first date. None of this is unrealistic, and it is the result of having intelligence and compassion - it is the result of using intelligence for purposes of compassion, and for nothing else.
There is no one in Eden who works endless hours for money - but they work toward a goal, a completion - and that goal is to provide those things necessary for the people they love. A mother never charges her children anything for all the work she does for them, nor does she ever think to herself that her work for them is unfair and imbalanced. It then becomes obvious that in Eden, everyone lends a helping hand according to their intelligence, only because they want to - and there is no more work than what is required. In Eden, job openings are posted, goals are set, and the people devote themselves to the work they signed up for. People will respect the direction of the leadership because there are no authoritative or commanding figures in the workplace; leaders respect the work of the workers because there is no competition, and both workers and leaders work toward the same goal (whatever it may be for a particular job).
Eden for living lovers sounds a lot more satisfying than heaven for dead-dickless folk.
Friday, September 21, 2007
Eden of Yahweh - Part 6 of 10
In order for there to be a Garden of Eden, there must first be an abundance of water to bring forth life. Yahweh has never crafted a Garden on dry soil - it would be a pointless attempt because none of the seeds would sprout into beautiful plants and trees, nor would there be any flowers or fruit.
It is most common for people to equate God with religion - because to most, God and religion are based on faith. Those people have neither seen nor heard any God at anytime, so their minds cannot rationalize a God who can be seen and heard - and this goes for the theist and the atheist. So when someone comes along and says that they have seen and heard God, they think to themselves, "He's crazy" or "She's insane". Now, no one has ever said to me, "You're crazy" because of the things I've said - and that's primarily because I don't go around preaching any religion or beliefs, but rather compassion and justice. And if anyone wanted to prove me crazy because I say there are 'moving stars' above me, all they would need to do is spend some time with me and they would see what I see and hear what I hear - for Yahweh's voice is much too loud to be called a 'whisper in the wind'.
The Earth is like a dry garden without a gardener. Now that the rains have begun to fall this year and the Gardener sees the plant life springing, those garden snakes have become quite attracted to the moisture of the land. Garden snakes are nothing more than the preachers and teachers of things that have no reason to be taught. You never hear a snake shouting with a threatening voice, "End poverty, oppression, and injustice in this world," but rather, "go on a fast, praise God, pray more, and study the scriptures." It is custom in my family to beat a garden snake into a pulp when they slither their way across the land causing all forms of havoc among women and children - and this is what Yahweh will do if those garden snakes keep tormenting the people by teaching lies and causing pain and havoc.
Now you could say that I am anti-religion, but you could never say to yourself that I am anti-people. In fact, I am more pro-people than most people - simply because I hate religion and capitalism. You see, you cannot love capitalism and be pro-people at the same time; how can you gain much wealth without causing poverty at the same time? You cannot love your religion and see everyone exactly the same as you see yourself (you can deny this if you want); religion enforces differences among people and reveals rocks, trees, and mental concepts to be God. Peace has never come through religion, and those garden snakes who stand in the pulpits can clearly see this; those garden snakes in the Middle East and India can also see this.
Yahweh and religion have never crossed paths. If you're reading this and you feel the need to praise God, then you must already be in Eden - because the battle is finally over and you're just feeling too lazy to do anything else. If you are not in Eden, put your hands down, stop with your praises, and seek Yahweh to bring about Eden on this planet by fighting injustice and showing compassion. The person who seeks Yahweh of Truth will definitely see those moving stars, and Yahweh will speak to them - He can't help but share Himself to those who want peace through Him. And all you atheists and agnostics out there, get your heads out of the textbooks and put these words to the test so you can see that I aint lying. Become researchers because there is more truth than your books can currently give you. I honestly don't know who'll have the harder time seeking Yahweh, a religious person or an atheist... maybe their minds are so warped that it has become impossible for them. The Earth is physically changing before everyone's eyes, and only a few people care enough to notice.
It is most common for people to equate God with religion - because to most, God and religion are based on faith. Those people have neither seen nor heard any God at anytime, so their minds cannot rationalize a God who can be seen and heard - and this goes for the theist and the atheist. So when someone comes along and says that they have seen and heard God, they think to themselves, "He's crazy" or "She's insane". Now, no one has ever said to me, "You're crazy" because of the things I've said - and that's primarily because I don't go around preaching any religion or beliefs, but rather compassion and justice. And if anyone wanted to prove me crazy because I say there are 'moving stars' above me, all they would need to do is spend some time with me and they would see what I see and hear what I hear - for Yahweh's voice is much too loud to be called a 'whisper in the wind'.
The Earth is like a dry garden without a gardener. Now that the rains have begun to fall this year and the Gardener sees the plant life springing, those garden snakes have become quite attracted to the moisture of the land. Garden snakes are nothing more than the preachers and teachers of things that have no reason to be taught. You never hear a snake shouting with a threatening voice, "End poverty, oppression, and injustice in this world," but rather, "go on a fast, praise God, pray more, and study the scriptures." It is custom in my family to beat a garden snake into a pulp when they slither their way across the land causing all forms of havoc among women and children - and this is what Yahweh will do if those garden snakes keep tormenting the people by teaching lies and causing pain and havoc.
Now you could say that I am anti-religion, but you could never say to yourself that I am anti-people. In fact, I am more pro-people than most people - simply because I hate religion and capitalism. You see, you cannot love capitalism and be pro-people at the same time; how can you gain much wealth without causing poverty at the same time? You cannot love your religion and see everyone exactly the same as you see yourself (you can deny this if you want); religion enforces differences among people and reveals rocks, trees, and mental concepts to be God. Peace has never come through religion, and those garden snakes who stand in the pulpits can clearly see this; those garden snakes in the Middle East and India can also see this.
Yahweh and religion have never crossed paths. If you're reading this and you feel the need to praise God, then you must already be in Eden - because the battle is finally over and you're just feeling too lazy to do anything else. If you are not in Eden, put your hands down, stop with your praises, and seek Yahweh to bring about Eden on this planet by fighting injustice and showing compassion. The person who seeks Yahweh of Truth will definitely see those moving stars, and Yahweh will speak to them - He can't help but share Himself to those who want peace through Him. And all you atheists and agnostics out there, get your heads out of the textbooks and put these words to the test so you can see that I aint lying. Become researchers because there is more truth than your books can currently give you. I honestly don't know who'll have the harder time seeking Yahweh, a religious person or an atheist... maybe their minds are so warped that it has become impossible for them. The Earth is physically changing before everyone's eyes, and only a few people care enough to notice.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Intermission...
I was outside a few minutes ago smoking a clove cigarette and thinking about the things I would write about next, because I know that I have a lot to say concerning 'Eden'. After about 10 minutes, my thoughts changed and I began to think about the biblical Joshua and how he warred his way into Canaan, killing all those people and calling it an act of Yahweh. I then thought about the story of the sun standing still, and I said to myself, "That's another one of those bullshit stories. If the Earth suddenly stopped spinning, it would become extremely violent and nearly every living thing would die. If people actually saw something like this happen, it would only be an illusion that the sun stood still in the sky; the messengers of Yahweh would block out the sun with thick dark clouds and become radiant themselves."
As soon as I said these things to myself, one of those 'moving stars' glowed brightly and flew overhead in the sky; after a few seconds, it went dim and faded away into the night. When those 'moving stars' glow brightly - in a sense, they are shouting YES!!!!! This was VERY unexpected - I was completely caught off guard. Usually when I'm outside talking to Yahweh, I think about those spacecrafts and know that they may or may not show up - but this time, I wasn't thinking about them showing up at all, nor was I seeking Yahweh for anything.
So now I need to spend the next few days thinking about this message from Yahweh. I know that 3 things come from the hands of Yahweh, and those are compassion, justice, and wrath. I'm unsure if Yahweh was informing me that this is something He can do or something He will do. But I am sure that darkness is never a good thing when it comes from Yahweh; I am also sure that the 'unexpectedness' I felt is part of the message. When I come up with the right thoughts and the right situations, I'll take it back to Yahweh; if He agrees with my thoughts, I'll take to Him my plans.
As I write and think about things, I do have an idea of what this all means - His patience may be failing fast. At this stage in knowing Yahweh and seeking Yahweh for justice on this planet, it's rare that Yahweh spends His time telling me what He can do - especially since I already know He can darken the sky with thick clouds. So... I will keep looking for ways in which Yahweh can show compassion, and I will try to move His emotions as best as I can - but this is difficult when He is so angry - and Yahweh IS angry. If those religious people and people in the high places continue to hurt and kill the innocent after Yahweh shows compassion, I will no longer stand in Yahweh's way. My brother Brent is ready for this all to be 'done' with because he has seen pain and oppression in this place for far too long - and he calls me sensitive because of how I think and act. But I can't help it; I'm just waiting for a few more acts of compassion from Yahweh.
One of those acts of compassion was for abundant rain in Northern Africa, and I did get a response - but I'll save that for one of my Eden posts.
I can't help but wonder how meaningless this is to some of yall...
As soon as I said these things to myself, one of those 'moving stars' glowed brightly and flew overhead in the sky; after a few seconds, it went dim and faded away into the night. When those 'moving stars' glow brightly - in a sense, they are shouting YES!!!!! This was VERY unexpected - I was completely caught off guard. Usually when I'm outside talking to Yahweh, I think about those spacecrafts and know that they may or may not show up - but this time, I wasn't thinking about them showing up at all, nor was I seeking Yahweh for anything.
So now I need to spend the next few days thinking about this message from Yahweh. I know that 3 things come from the hands of Yahweh, and those are compassion, justice, and wrath. I'm unsure if Yahweh was informing me that this is something He can do or something He will do. But I am sure that darkness is never a good thing when it comes from Yahweh; I am also sure that the 'unexpectedness' I felt is part of the message. When I come up with the right thoughts and the right situations, I'll take it back to Yahweh; if He agrees with my thoughts, I'll take to Him my plans.
As I write and think about things, I do have an idea of what this all means - His patience may be failing fast. At this stage in knowing Yahweh and seeking Yahweh for justice on this planet, it's rare that Yahweh spends His time telling me what He can do - especially since I already know He can darken the sky with thick clouds. So... I will keep looking for ways in which Yahweh can show compassion, and I will try to move His emotions as best as I can - but this is difficult when He is so angry - and Yahweh IS angry. If those religious people and people in the high places continue to hurt and kill the innocent after Yahweh shows compassion, I will no longer stand in Yahweh's way. My brother Brent is ready for this all to be 'done' with because he has seen pain and oppression in this place for far too long - and he calls me sensitive because of how I think and act. But I can't help it; I'm just waiting for a few more acts of compassion from Yahweh.
One of those acts of compassion was for abundant rain in Northern Africa, and I did get a response - but I'll save that for one of my Eden posts.
I can't help but wonder how meaningless this is to some of yall...
Monday, September 17, 2007
Eden of Yahweh - Part 5 of 10
The commandments of God... Well honestly, God has no commandments. There were no laws of Moses nor did Moses ever receive any commandments from God to give to anyone. Even Jeremiah said, "For I did not speak to your fathers, or command them in the day that I brought them out of the land of Egypt, concerning burnt offerings and sacrifices." ~ Jeremiah 7:22. And Micah said, "With what shall I come to Yahweh and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does Yahweh take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does Yahweh require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?" ~ Micah 6:6-8. All of those Prophets of Yahweh taught the same things... kindness, justice, and freedom. They lived with a bunch of religious assholes who enjoyed spiritualism more than reality.
Moses knew that he needed to think deeply and work hard for his people - but when the people had new religious prophets like Joshua who led the Hebrews to war, they rejected Moses and the compassion of Yahweh, so Yahweh saw no need for Moses to continue to be with them. It was never Yahweh's plan for those Hebrews to lift a finger against any land, and it was even more ridiculous for those Hebrews to think that they were more special than anyone else. Yahweh shows no partiality - He confirmed this to me with the flashing lights of His messengers. Even Amos said, "Are you not as the sons of Ethiopia to Me, O sons of Israel?" declares Yahweh. "Have I not brought up Israel from the land of Egypt, and the Philistines from Caphtor and the Arameans from Kir?" ~ Amos 9:7
Now, I'm only posting these bible verses because religious people are going to be religious no matter what I tell them, and I really don't expect anyone to take these 'Eden' posts seriously - so if I'm going to tell them something worthwhile, I have to be sure it makes sense to them, while at the same time, crushing their beliefs they hold so dear.
To command me to do something is to take away my freedom, and Yahweh really sees no good in controlling people or telling them what to do - in fact, He is highly against authoritarianism. It makes more sense for Him to let you come to your own conclusion and do right by people simply because they are people. Yahweh does require compassion - we all require compassion, because no one likes being around people with trifling-ass attitudes or fucked-up characters. Yahweh does require justice - we all require justice, because no one appreciates being stripped by a bully and letting that bully get away with all the pain and humiliation they caused.
Unfortunately, serpents made their way into Eden long ago to keep humanity out.
Moses knew that he needed to think deeply and work hard for his people - but when the people had new religious prophets like Joshua who led the Hebrews to war, they rejected Moses and the compassion of Yahweh, so Yahweh saw no need for Moses to continue to be with them. It was never Yahweh's plan for those Hebrews to lift a finger against any land, and it was even more ridiculous for those Hebrews to think that they were more special than anyone else. Yahweh shows no partiality - He confirmed this to me with the flashing lights of His messengers. Even Amos said, "Are you not as the sons of Ethiopia to Me, O sons of Israel?" declares Yahweh. "Have I not brought up Israel from the land of Egypt, and the Philistines from Caphtor and the Arameans from Kir?" ~ Amos 9:7
Now, I'm only posting these bible verses because religious people are going to be religious no matter what I tell them, and I really don't expect anyone to take these 'Eden' posts seriously - so if I'm going to tell them something worthwhile, I have to be sure it makes sense to them, while at the same time, crushing their beliefs they hold so dear.
To command me to do something is to take away my freedom, and Yahweh really sees no good in controlling people or telling them what to do - in fact, He is highly against authoritarianism. It makes more sense for Him to let you come to your own conclusion and do right by people simply because they are people. Yahweh does require compassion - we all require compassion, because no one likes being around people with trifling-ass attitudes or fucked-up characters. Yahweh does require justice - we all require justice, because no one appreciates being stripped by a bully and letting that bully get away with all the pain and humiliation they caused.
Unfortunately, serpents made their way into Eden long ago to keep humanity out.
Eden of Yahweh - Part 4 of 10
I believe it was in 2003 that I left the Christian faith, and there were a couple of reasons. Since the bible to me was "the word of God", it was really what my faith was in. When I found discrepancies in the text, my faith was shattered - it was quite painful; but this was not the end of me being religious. I still had the mentality of a person brought up under the Christian umbrella of what God and life are supposed to be - it's why I still wanted monogamy. As time went on, I plainly admitted that I wouldn't concern myself with God or anything of that nature, because such things were futile for anyone to waste time on. You had theists who made a little sense, and atheists who made a lot of sense - so I decided not to waste my time; and this was the best decision I made from the beginning of my life until that point.
In 2005, I came across a few lines in the Gospel of Thomas (Greek Fragments) and one line in particular said, "A person old in days will not hesitate to ask a child seven days old about his place in life and he will live." I remembered that spacecraft I saw when I was 19 and I said to myself, "I'll give this a try. I'll assume nothing about God or life." In a sense, I emptied myself of all knowledge about God and life (except the day to day functions that I needed to get by). I didn't assume that there was only 1 God, or that God was a He or She, or that God was a spirit, nor did I consider anything concerning an afterlife. I wrote poems as you can see in some of my earlier Yahoo 360 blogs as I continually thought about things.
Soon after, I noticed that things began to change around me - now mind you, I still had a religious mentality... it is extremely difficult to get rid of and it does take a lot of time. Then I began to have these vivid dreams that explained many things to me. It was because of one dream in particular that I began to call God 'Yahweh'. When I started calling God 'Yahweh', the messengers began appearing in the skies above; but at that time, they gave no messages - I wasn't trusted with such things because I still thought about things with a religious mind... I didn't yet know that God cared more for compassion and justice than any amounts of faith or worship.
You can really understand a person just by watching their actions... so this is how I learned that Yahweh loves freedom, kindness, and justice. When I learned these things, I would go outside at night and think deeply about them, and at that point those spacecrafts began to glow brightly in response to what I thought or said. They also warned against any planned actions I may have wanted to pursue with slow pulses of red lights - they are rather fascinating. When a few of them fly together, they have a precision in such a way that you'd think they were connected. At one time, I did think they were connected until one flew off in another direction (this was actually a message in response to what I was discussing with Yahweh). I often wonder how many people in my area see them - because they are eye-catchers. At one point, they would come everytime I went outside at night, but now that I'm independent enough to stand on my own 2 feet, they only come when Yahweh thinks it necessary; like when my heart is heavy because of world conflicts and pain and I need to know that something will be done.
So going through 2 years of mental hell, I've come along with a lot more than I ever imagined. Now I'm stuck on an exiled planet with the mind of one who's a resident of Eden - I really have no one near me to talk to about these things except my brother Brent. So, I'm just letting it all out here. There are a few secrets of Eden, and it's only because of the knowledge and technology of Yahweh that these secrets are very much the reality. In fact, that first line of the Gospel of Thomas has more truth to it than you may realize; it's why Eden is more than just a perfect world, and far greater than any heaven.
In 2005, I came across a few lines in the Gospel of Thomas (Greek Fragments) and one line in particular said, "A person old in days will not hesitate to ask a child seven days old about his place in life and he will live." I remembered that spacecraft I saw when I was 19 and I said to myself, "I'll give this a try. I'll assume nothing about God or life." In a sense, I emptied myself of all knowledge about God and life (except the day to day functions that I needed to get by). I didn't assume that there was only 1 God, or that God was a He or She, or that God was a spirit, nor did I consider anything concerning an afterlife. I wrote poems as you can see in some of my earlier Yahoo 360 blogs as I continually thought about things.
Soon after, I noticed that things began to change around me - now mind you, I still had a religious mentality... it is extremely difficult to get rid of and it does take a lot of time. Then I began to have these vivid dreams that explained many things to me. It was because of one dream in particular that I began to call God 'Yahweh'. When I started calling God 'Yahweh', the messengers began appearing in the skies above; but at that time, they gave no messages - I wasn't trusted with such things because I still thought about things with a religious mind... I didn't yet know that God cared more for compassion and justice than any amounts of faith or worship.
You can really understand a person just by watching their actions... so this is how I learned that Yahweh loves freedom, kindness, and justice. When I learned these things, I would go outside at night and think deeply about them, and at that point those spacecrafts began to glow brightly in response to what I thought or said. They also warned against any planned actions I may have wanted to pursue with slow pulses of red lights - they are rather fascinating. When a few of them fly together, they have a precision in such a way that you'd think they were connected. At one time, I did think they were connected until one flew off in another direction (this was actually a message in response to what I was discussing with Yahweh). I often wonder how many people in my area see them - because they are eye-catchers. At one point, they would come everytime I went outside at night, but now that I'm independent enough to stand on my own 2 feet, they only come when Yahweh thinks it necessary; like when my heart is heavy because of world conflicts and pain and I need to know that something will be done.
So going through 2 years of mental hell, I've come along with a lot more than I ever imagined. Now I'm stuck on an exiled planet with the mind of one who's a resident of Eden - I really have no one near me to talk to about these things except my brother Brent. So, I'm just letting it all out here. There are a few secrets of Eden, and it's only because of the knowledge and technology of Yahweh that these secrets are very much the reality. In fact, that first line of the Gospel of Thomas has more truth to it than you may realize; it's why Eden is more than just a perfect world, and far greater than any heaven.
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